Diary of boo radley

Thank you ????

Goodmorning.. 

Another day to earn some corn. 

But will be gf. 

Till evening chat 

Bye boo ?

Posted by: Boo radley

Goodmorning.. 

Another day to earn some corn. 

But will be gf. 

Till evening chat 

Bye boo ?

Have a great day at work. 

Drama x

Look after those feet today at work boo ?‍♀️ x

Well.. After last night's little thinking about how to best fill my time Saturday while Mr b R out all day.. I've cracked it. Don't want to give the gremlin that is gambling any chance to rain on my parade after I've come so far.. 

I have re arranged Fridays feet pamper to Saturday.. 

As I asked last evening when did noah build the Ark.. Before the flood.. Think mine is set to sail.. Pre warned  and pre planned = safe zone

?One happy boo.. 

Good plan boo, you now have some extra time to pamper yourself tomorrow too ?

I love that you bring so much hope and happiness into chat, it lifts me every time ?

I hope you got that fridge sealed before all of the babycham was drunk by Mr BR!

Goodmorning. 

Daylight breaking. It's lovely

So Friday. Another week done 

I'm feeling OK. Sleep was disturbed by a blocked sinus and snuffly feeling so. Its the menthol  crystals to the rescue and my sterimar spray.. Going meet the girls for run n coffee. Fresh air usually helps plus just going into a marathon sneeze session now ?

Tesco calls.. 

Kitchen cupboards need a top up. Nothing much else then for rest of the day which suits.. 

I'm going sort my recordings out on TV later.. Get rid of stuff I won't watch and do same with my phone. Seem to have a load of garbage on it thats useless 

Just glad I have Saturday planned.. I think it's because its near to a target I don't want to fall so to speak at a last fence. Another beauty of chat. Air worries and solutions come flying back like plates at a Greek wedding.

I'm need of food. Couple  e. Mails then bit of cleaning then it's***t the road jack

Speak laters all 

Boo ?

Evening Boo, I hope your shelves are now stocked with lots of lovely things for you, Mr br and Scottie boo. If you got babycham don't forget to lock it away ?

Feet pampering tomorrow?

All stocked.. Feet getting excited... 

Take care

Boo 

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Boo,

We reveal things about about our values and what we stand for in chat without the need to reveal more than that. It is what makes it a safe space I think. It feels as though we know each other so well without having to disclose any more. 

I wouldn't be ready to share too much. I know I said where I lived tonight but I was not going to share my name, it isn't relevant to what we have as gamcare buddies. 

Love you x

Night n bless to you xxx boo ?

Morning all 

Well a day for me to be disciplined today. 

Mr b. R is out from late morning to late evening today leaving me with some spare time on my hands. Yes. I got the usual to do then feet pamper but can still feel that little urchin will pester me later.perhaps going back to last night chat about revealing self's in time will part with e. Mail and numbers but that's a future time and a stronger me as I don't want to let anyone down. I wouldn't like to think we will always be virtual friends. 

I wish there was somewhere on gamcare where I could write please everyone message me today and tell me how not to gamble.. But I will rely on the hope that a few of you will pop in and detail some sense on my page. 

I think I am  dreading the urges. Those horrible feelings.

That feeling of fatigue when they go. Can we fast forward to tomorrow. But how sinful to wish mine and others life and time away.

Perhaps by the time the lovely Jane has attended to my feet.. Made me a brew I will have drifted into sensible serenity and be ready to deal with the tsunami of emotions. 

I'm remembering my conversation about noah and his Ark.. Preparing it before the storm.. Ships and boats can sail on choppy seas. Aeroplanes get through turbulence

Then I'm thinking.. Its not all about me being here. Its about us all. If I can't pick me up I can't help carry others. 

Time will go slowish periodically today. I will fill the gaps even if I have to have a duvet afternoon with hot water bottle and portable dvd player. 

To you all.. Enjoy your weekend. If anything I just need a leg up as the saying goes today. Don't know why today as I am quite good in my own skin most of time. 

Thank you for reading. If I can pop into chat at 1pm I will other than that it's 8pm.. 

Love and many many kisses boo 

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Morning boo, 

Popping in to say good morning. I hope your feet are looking forward to their pamper. 

I suspect and afternoon of viewing with a Scottie boo by your side would be lovely. 

Take care of yourself boo x

Good afternoon. 

Well after a negative diary here goes. 

Been to weigh club.. Gained 2 pounds.. Soon shift that. 

Had a nice stroll back.. Sunny.. Fresh air. Am now in clearer head mode. 

Thoughts of gambling churn me now. Remembering seeing someone in the casino  on one of the last visits fills me with horror..

So it's room 101 with urges today.. Let urges talk its way out of the room and leave me with a balanced ying and yang. 

Just had a quickie salmon salad and brew 

I think as I near 100 day Mark its like the last mile in a race.. The chuffing hardest.. That's what's going on In my head I think.. 

I can recall running Liverpool half marathon in May and halfway through one of the parks a loud voice runner shouted 'come on you Northern runners.. Oggy Oggy oggy' and we did just that in chorus. Got to a very windy finish line.. Hips aching. Tears of joy.. Fish finger but tie treat.. ?

In short I'm not going to gamble today.. I've listened to ferry and the pacemakers. You know the song.. And I'm fine 

Till later all.. 

Thank you readers and gamcare xxx

Boo and scottie boo ?