Diary of boo radley

Drama xx

?Boo 

Hello. 

Blowy here today. 

Coffee meet with friends this morning 

Dreamt I went to casino last night

Hey but here's the thing. I was watching through the  glass entrance doors saw a friend just popped in and said ' only here looking for friend L' and left.. Didn't gamble..

So have a good and productive day all 

Hopeful for chat at one 

Boo ?

Thanks russ and enjoy your day also..

Hope you can break away from living the dream for chat ?

Boo 

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Night. 

Not a bad day

3 mile run but it was hard work in the wind. Post coffee n chat good to with friends 

Done border of new jigsaw 

Lots going on in my head at mo re. Work busy and latest news on gambling and such but it's early days.. Feeling raw around the edges for some time yet I suppose. I will deal with it. 

Planned tomorrow.. No time gaps for gambling mischief.. No desire either 

So sleep well all until chat tomorrow

Boo ?

Goodmorning. 

Not feeling too bad. 

Slept easily. 

Not a lot to say. Did majority of chatting on chat last night talking about general gambling addiction the why we do it etc. Or shall I say did it. 

I did ask if anyone's better halves bought a lottery. Sorry if this question was uncomfortable but as was said it is about what is finding your comfort zone. For me it's a no trigger event and as my hubby is the furthest thing away from  being a compulsive gambler as there could be  I have no extra stresses either on that one. He works it's his few pounds a week.. As for the extra bonus the owner of these online organisations make well that's a heart weeper. I suppose it creates employment at these places of work. And no one is forced to gamble but its the getting sucked into the vortex that becomes the horror story..

Let's not dwell.. Otherwise ying and yang become disorientated and fuzzy. 

Positives for the day.. 

Have my day mapped out and my meal plan 

Going to get some cleaning done. 

Trip into town and will have to buy a birthday card and pressies for friends 50th tomorrow and brother in laws birthday next week.

Scottie boo snuggled up on chair.. ?

For anyone struggling today or last few times hope today is better for you.. Missed a few names lately on chat who popped in and not come back. Hope all is OK.. Murlo and yellows  hope you are both as easy as you can be.. 

Enough for now 

Boo ?

Thank you for your lovely words on my diary once again boo. I hope you have a lovely weekend planned xx

You are very welcome.. I thought today I would try some cheer for us  all so I bought a beautiful bunch of tulips which adorn my lounge.. I hope they work

Missed a lot of you on chat today 

Bye for now boo x

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I was getting my hair done. It looks mega! 🙂 

Miss you too Boo x

Oooo swish.... ?

Boo 

Calling in to say thanks to all on here for tips and advice and shared chatter both 1pm and 8pm..

Glad to see returnees on chat tonight. Welcome new ones. 

Still a long road ahead.. Life will sort. It always does 

Nite n bless 

Boo ?

Morning Saturday. 

Not a great deal happening. Head feels settled. A good start. 

Jack frost indeed visited.. Get out the scraper but then we have a lovely crisp day 

Routine stuff to do.. 

Routine is good. Routine is happy. 

Shop 

Make some soup

Bit of bathroom cleaning 

50th party tonight... Decide what to wear.. Best part ?

I can cope with that 

Till later.... Boo ?

well done for doing soo well!!! hope you safetly make it to ur 100 day milestone on Monday!!!! strokes for scottie boo c u on chat xxx

Thank you Adam xxxxx ?? Boo and scottie boo xx

Night boo, I am imagining your lovely tulips ??

It's a brrrrrrr hello. The street is covered in a thin layer of ice.. White over on the grass and rooftops.. Nature is beautiful. Just put out som e food for tufty squirrel and feathered friends..

So feeling OK. One or 2 things to do today. Won't take long but will occupy which is vital In recovery. 

Post party feeling ok. Slight headache but late night etc. Will have an effect. 

Just been reading some diaries.. They always help. They help me measure my journey.. I see me in the beginnings and me now.. I know I will always be plagued with memories. I know I am In full  receipt of the fact that I can ever enter a land casino again because I will be immediately transported to a slot machine and tantalised by its for want of a better word powers over me..

So for today. Its going to be Comfy and cosy.. Need to get out and have a stroll.. But first food.. Look forward to chat later

Hope everyone has an easy day. 

Boo ?