For some reason I feel safe as I writing this. Well short term. Im just writing as I’m thinking. I seem to come back here every 6 months or so and successfully seem to stop with what I only can say is the support of the group. That’s why I feel extremely relieved while I’m writing this.
I was sat here 4 months ago after falling off the wagon and you guys picked me up and replied showing support. I always seem to be able to stop when I come here, short term ticked i guess you can say.
then I’m not sure what goes wrong. I stop coming here, forget or pretend I have solved it maybe, and then don’t realise for a few months, that what the f!!k am I actually doing betting I have a problem .
I have been saying to my self for the last few weeks I’ll post here and speak to someone on the forum. I know I’m safe then....tonight I’m actually buzzing that I come here. I know it’s strange , knowing that I need to come here and am 95% here, but some how could get all the way.
Hi
For me the addiction obsessions indicated that I was emotionally vulnerable, recovery was the key to find healing for the pains and trauma of my hurt inner child. Important to understand my emotional triggers, pains fear frustrations loneliness boredom, to become healthy and healthier in myself.
I had lost it many times in my life and over time found when I was and how to change my unhealthy reactions to life people and situations I could not cope with.
Each break out was a lesson for me to learn from.
How much time and energy did I want to invest in to myself and my recovery.
Dave L
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