Ok where to start.. I am 23 years old, I have been a gambling addict for almost 4 years, playing online on the roulette tables. My ex fiance got me into playing, he worked away a lot and he never realised how bad I had got, he couldn't cope and left me, causing me to fund my addiction more. I hate myself and wish I could turn back time, but unfortunately I can't. I lost pretty much all my student loan money on gambling, with a few small wins along the way. I have stolen of those I love, and I have lied and lied my way out of things to hide the fact I have a serious problem that is ruining my life. My mental health is suffering and I have been to a counselling session in which I managed to let out all of my guilty truths to the counsellor. I want to change, I hate the person I have become. I have tried to give up several times but when I have money, I just see it as gambling money. Please help me, I know I need to help myself but any encouragement is welcome. Thankyou!
Hi Angie,
Welcome to this supportive site and your determination to arrest this addiction shines through. First step is made - you admit you have a problem. This site will offer you a lot of support, you will find many users who will offer inspiration and wisdom.
At such a young age you can turn your life around no problem. You have so much to look forward to and life will get so much easier and peaceful as the time goes by. Addiction is very powerful, slips are possible on a way, after all it is a lot to do with your mind and this habit takes advantage of playing games with it. Stay strong, reach for your goals, you are in control and only you can make a choice each day.
Blocks are essential. Try K9 which is free and does a good job on blocking the sites. Of course self exclusions are important also. Keep busy when urges arrive, ride the storm, they are only thoughts and you don't have to act on them. Stay close by your diary, vent out if you need to, we all understand but most importantly - believe in yourself. You can do it and im sure you will come out the other end.
I wish you well on your journey and welcome to the new life ahead..no more lies, pain and hater..life is yours to enjoy, grab it by both hands and hold on tight. You are worth it.
Day at a time, stay safe
Sandra
Thanks for your kind words Sandra. I agree I am only young and have my whole life ahead of me. I just hope I can beat this. Time to give up, and I hope it'll be the last time! Day one starts tomorrow x
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