I am stronger than I thought!

Hey Char,

Well done on getting to a week and standing upto your friends, I can relate to so much you say it's crazy!!

Iv sent an email to that address.

Hope your feeling good tonight xx

Hi char,

I'm glad your back 🙂 don't get on here very often so maybe a bit behind with how long you have been back on. Fantastic news that you have reached a week :).

When it comes to your mates I know exactly how you feel. I've had to kind of put them on the back burner as I want to beat this addiction, and i also cant keep up with them staying out toll 6 am. i need my sleep so i can have a lovely day with my son the Next. If they were true friends they would understand. Christmas Eve is a time to staying in and watching Christmas movies with the family. 🙂

Take care and stay strong

Nicki

Thanks all xx

I had a day off work 2day... I have been sooo busy!

I managed 2 get a lot done tho... wrapped most of my Christmas presents, tidied up.... Visited a few family mbrs... Took Maddison 2 soft play... then had a nice afternoon with the christmas lights on playing with Maddison's singing santa and snowman lol..... She just kept laughing over and over it was so sweet.... It was just wot I needed 2 cheer me up lots of cuddles, lots of laughs....much more rewarding than gambling!

I hope everyone is ok xx

Hi Char,

I wanna come to your house for xmas!!!!!!!

Shame I gotta work lol

Sounds like things are gonna be ok Char....You deserve the best!

Resident "yummy mummy"

Sue xxxxx

Yo,

Glad you came back , I know you have the strength to fight and continue to fight this addiction .

Thank you for your post tonight , the time has come to believe in ourselves as much as we do other people .

You take care Hun ,

Shiny xxxxxx

hi lovely charlotte

The doc

Hey Char

As usual, enjoyed "chat"- thanks!

Your idea sounds like a really useful project and you should think seriously about taking it forward.

I hope ur proud of u!

Irene

x

Hi Charlotte

Just wanted to come on and post to say thanks for posting on my thread. All help and encouragement is always welcome and appreciated.

I'm sorry you had a slip last week. I hope you find the strength and understanding to rid yourself of this evil addiction.

Best wishes. Have a great day tomorrow.

G

Just a quick note tonight to say thank you Charlotte. Thanks so much! -joanxxxx

Thanks Charlottex for your comments on my diary, really appreciated.... have a great night 🙂 Dark Place

hi lovely charlotte

The doc

Thanks all, ur support means a lot xx

I am feeling under the weather 2day, I have picked up a cold from work... It has been going around but 2day I feel really ill... I left work early, my manager told me 2... I was gonna try and last the full day.. they were all going out 4 a few Christmas drinks after work.. I was gonna go 4 a bit.. But felt 2 ill, no energy!

I am all snuggled up atm, with my lemsip lol...I have 2 get better over the wknd... cus nothing is gonna stop me having fun Christmas day 🙂

Dr Carl, lol ..... 4 more sleeps 2 go:)

I am really looking 4ward 2 it... I will catch up with u all 2moro..Hopefully when I have some energy back!

I hope everyone is ok xx

Hi Charlotte,

Sorry to hear you are feeling a bit under the weather. Hope you get well soon so as to enjoy every sparkling moment of the holidays with your BF and your beautiful little girl. If I do not get another chance before the holiday I just wanted to be sure to wish you a very very merry christmas!!! -joanxxxx

Thanks Joan xx

I feel much better 2day than I did yest, I went 2 sleep so early last nite and I slept in2 9... Which is not like me but I needed the rest I had no energy!

My bf has took Maddison out 2 see some of his friends this morning, I am staying in the warm 2day as I still don't feel 100%... I have been thinking a lot about my Gramps and how our 1st Christmas will be different without him here... I will miss him I saw the below poem that I liked... When I think of my Gramps this Christmas I am gonna smile and remember the good times, cus I know that is wot he would have wanted....Even tho if I could just have 1 pressie it would be him being here... But I have all the precious memories we shared and I will cherish them 4ever xx

I read Shiny's post the other day and it really touched me... I never felt worthy of nething in my life and I always felt I was never good enough and even tho I still stuggle with these feeling at times..... I can now see how far I have come on this journey and I am soooo proud of myself 🙂

I hope everyone is ok xx

This poem is 4 u Gramps xx

We all miss you so much and that will never change

I think of last Christmas when you were with us

How it was filled with so much happiness and love

As I look at the stars in the sky, I know you are not far away

So I sit here, and make this promise to you today

I will laugh, I will smile, I will sing, I will give Maddie a special cuddle and kiss from u

I will make sure my Christmas is full of all these things

And when I miss you I will say a prayer

Because I know you are watching, smiling always there xxxx

Merry christmas Gramps, I will never ever 4get u and I will always love u xxxx

Char,

That was so lovely to read(((((C)))))))

Gramps will be watching over you all.

Hope you recover fully for the big day.

Sue xxx