I am stronger than I thought!

Well done on the 5 weeks, Charlotte. That was very nice of you to give money to the lady, for her to get home.

hi charlotte

carl

Hey Char,

Sorry iv not been on for a while after breaking/taking my phone swimming not been able to get on daily.

Well done on resisting when you went into the bingo club thats a fantastic achievement!

Your on five weeks now well done!!

Hope you and little one are doing ok.

Shaun xx

Hi Charlotte,

Great to read that you are doing great. I really appreciate your support and your concern. Life is really busy at the moment. Getting v excited about the baby now! Bust decorating, painting, buying things etc. It feels good to be spending money on the baby and our future rather than wasting it gambling.

Take care and stay strong.

Dave X

hey charlotte, hope all is going well for you, thx for your posts! im doing great at the moment, v pleased with myself 🙂 ! i am going to have a good read through your diary soon, maybe tomorrow! take care of yourself,

will check in then

mark X

Yea were all good thanks Char,

Ahh its such a good age is she trying to walk?

Ha ha I can relate to the bouncy castles every time its one of the little ones birthdays we hire a bouncy castle and its normally the lads who end up using it as a goal lol.

Iv still not given in so proud of myself upto 6 and a half months now been in a few situations where I could have just stayed strong.

Shaun x

Congratulations Lotte on reaching 5 weeks. Stiil going strong after all this time and by reading the posts you're still as popular as ever. Keep smiling, Steve

thanks charlotte for your post.

You passed a big test today by the sounds of it. well done !

I have some nicorette now to help with the not smoking it so hard but i will keep going.

blondie x

Thanks Charlotte.

I started going to GA but it is almost 2 months without a gamble. I even resisted the urge to play the ***** (It is rare for me to place a lottery bet but sometimes I did think I wanted to be part of the excitement but then I realised it was foolish).

The second GA meeting is this Friday.

Charl what a post its clear to see how strong you are. You support and help so many people even though you are dealing with your own problems. I think you are an inspiration. Keep going and never look back only forward hun. Onwards and upwards

Just popping in......

....you might know that saying Charlotte..."what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger "..and you are living proof of that hun..

You are moving into a better space and life now and as time goes on you will see how maybe all this happened for a reason and has put you on a very different path and the course of your life changed for the better ..... very exciting future ahead for you lovely...

R and D xxx

ps...lips puckered for the weekend..lol xx

Hi Char,

Being a little thinker tonight!

You know what would be really Kool.....All us gamcarer's getting together for the night out to beat all others........We would ROCK IT hun!

Hugs to you and Maddie!

Sue xxxxx

hi charlotte

carl

Thank u all 4 ur kind words and support 🙂

Firstly, I saw a post from Cameron this morning, I hope u r reading this 🙂

I am really sorry 2 hear that u have been gambling again, u deserve nothing but happiness. I have missed u and ur posts, ur words were always soooo comforting. I hope u decide 2 start a new diary. But I also understand that u have 2 do wot's best 4 u. I hope ur pocket rocket is ok 2 🙂 Take care Cameron x

2day is a really sad day 4 me, all of my family have travelled down and over and l8tr 2day we will say a very sad final Goodbye 2 my Grandad. I know 2day will test all my strength. Since he's gone it's like a light in my life as gone out, I wish I never had 2 say goodbye 2day. But my memories of the times we spent together r all happy and they will always remain. I have lots of support around me 2day and I am grateful 4 having him in my life. So today I have 2 face this head on and not run 2 a machine 2 escape!!!!

Hope everyone is ok and staying strong x