My Diary - Day by Day

amazing!! U have inspired me....I will start my diary now xx

Day 127 - 10/6/15

I am glad Lady h - will come over and have a read 🙂

Onward and Upward

Day 128 - 11/6/15

P****d off. The OH admitted to me yesterday that he had gambled again! Then to make matters worse he got paid today - woke to the night feed with a note asking me to get a payday loan for him as he is skint as he has wasted his money. All wages gone within 2 hours. Really dissappointed 🙁

Day 129 - 12/6/15

Really need to book in my teatments/rewards so it feels worth while 🙂

Not good news about OH, but YOU are doing amazing, 129 days, keep winning, and I sincerely hope your OH finds recovery soon,

Suzanne xx

Day 130 - 13/6/15

Thanks Suzanne 🙂

Still here myself but makes it harder with the OH gambling but i know its all worth while x

Grrrrr, he needs a bloody good kick up the backside (angry face)! Has he even realised that you have a beautiful baby girl? It's not my place to be dishing out relationship advice but how dare he leave you a note asking you to get a pay day loan for him?!? It literally beggars belief 🙁

So proud that you are sticking to your guns & doing what's right for you & Paige! Recovery is the only way to go & you are doing great 🙂

Keep winning - ODAAT

Day 131 - 14/6/15

I know it makes my blood boil but thats because i am in recovery its so easy to judge from this side now - i know how hard it was for me before although i would presume Paige should be incentive enough. (I understand we all cave in sometimes but he needs to at least show he is trying) Lets hope its just a blip

He is now doing overtime to try and recover money which is good i suppose although he lied to me and said he cancelled the site (and then i found out he deposited again the next day) The lying hurts more than the gambling

To another gamble free day to me anyway i will keep my resolve

Day 132 - 15/6/15

Got 2 rewards outstanding just really hard to get the time to book in will definately do it soon though as i deserve them 🙂

Going on my date night tomorrow so going to change my rewards around a bit - looking forward to it but nervous about leaving Paige. Cinema and Nandos - yum!

Day 133 - 16/6/15

Morning all - keep it up. Date night tonight 🙂

Day 134 - 17/6/15

Had a nice date night last night Jurassic world and Nandos x

Day 135 - 18/6/15

Booked my massage for 27th 🙂

OH pay day today and he gambled his wages again! P****d off and upset 🙁

Day 136 - 19/6/15

Morning - keep your resolve its aways worth it 🙂

Whoop whoop another day in winners land! Keep up the good work dear soldier!
You and your loved ones are sooo worth it 😉

Day at a time

S x

Day 137 - 20/6/15

Thanks Sandra. Onwards and upwards. Have a good weekend everyone 🙂