Day 156 - 9/7/15
Still winning 🙂
Date night tonight - my sister is having Paige (feeling a bit nervous)
Amazing, I cannot believe how strong you are being.
Don't forget, if I don't post it doesn't mean I don't care. I'm always looking to see you are OK. This is the best, but hardest to read, diary. Not because you are not articulate, far from it, you are incredibly intelligent. But the fact your OH is a CG means that what you are accomplishing now is super human. Really immense pressure to give up, and you are sticking fingers up at this!
You young lady should take up a counselling role if you pull this off.
Keep going. Stay strong and safe. Thinking of you. Xxxxx
Day 157 - 10/7/15
Thanks so much for your kind words 🙂 xxx
OH didnt gamble again this week (at least so far)
Enjoyed the cinema but i did cry when I left Paige with my sister.
Its not that i dont get urges anymore - i still do however i know i cant ever have a go even though that naughty little demon tells you can play for fun/your in control - the only control i have is to stop!
We can do this together
Bless you and little Paige.
Have you discussed with your OH about having a diary on here? It may help him, and I and many others here will help him.
If he refuses, just keep coming back here and letting me know you and that beautiful little lady you have there are fine. You are doing amazing. So so proud of you!
Keep it up, make your own luck!!! Xxxxxx.
o*g completely missed Day 158 - busy day yesterday - spent the day at my nan and grandads caravan 🙂
Day 159 - 12/7/15
Happy Sunday everyone!
Day 160 - 13/7/15
Reward Day 🙂
OH on nights - its times like this when i am alone that i feel more tempted then i look at Paige and realise why i am doing this!
Day 161 - 14/7/15
Morning All - keep going
Hi sweetheart,
Just checking in with you, make sure you're ok, however why I doubted was beyond me!
You ever heard of a "pinky swear"? It's where two people make a promise, with their "pinkies". I'll pinky swear you, if you pinky swear me, that we kick this?
Childish I know. But maybe you should pinky swear little Paige? May give you yet more strength!
You astonish me young lady! KEEP GOING! Xxxx
Well done you, keep going
Suzanne xxx
Day 162 - 15/7/15
Bought my LUSH products yesterday now just need time for a bath to relax and enjoy them.
I pinkie swear to all of you to keep this up for good 🙂 especially my little Paige xxxx
wants2stop wrote:
Day 162 - 15/7/15
Bought my LUSH products yesterday now just need time for a bath to relax and enjoy them.
I pinkie swear to all of you to keep this up for good 🙂 especially my little Paige xxxx
Amazing, well done girl!
Really, and I mean this, I am so so proud of you. What you are doing is amazing and I cannot believe the strength you have!
With you all the way....
Day 163 - 16/7/15
Thanks for the support - I am with you too 🙂
We are all in it together!
Day 164 - 17/7/15
Keep it up guys!
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