My Diary - Day by Day

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Keep pushing through, you will feel better and stronger very soon, escape into anything Hun as long as its not gambling lol,

The urges can be strong, but you are stronger and wiser than them now,

You have and are doing amazing 255 days of winning,

Stay strong keep safe

Suzanne xxx

 
Posted : 16th October 2015 7:27 pm
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Day 256 - 17/10/15

Thank you - escaped into a book. I know i am strong enough to overcome this - just feeling the pull!

 
Posted : 17th October 2015 9:34 am
Rednow
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Happy gf day 257! 🙂

 
Posted : 18th October 2015 8:02 am
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Day 257 - 18/10/15

Thanks - just feeling depressed lately and as i said before gambling used to be my escape - even though i know i would feel worse afterwards! Not feeling tempted today just miserable 🙁 OH on nights next week which always seems to pull at me too as i am alone

 
Posted : 18th October 2015 8:47 am
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Day 258 - 19/10/15

Starting another week - still overdue some of my rewards - a case of not having time or money at the moment. Been worrying about my maternity pay reducing, going back to work, chilldcare, losing weight, feeling ill etc Leading to urges to 'escape' and gamble. Got my sensilble head on today - i know that if i gamble would just be adding to the list of worries!

 
Posted : 19th October 2015 9:19 am
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Hi I'm paul just read though your post what a achievement this is why I came to here to try to follow people's like your footsteps well done

 
Posted : 19th October 2015 9:47 am
Rednow
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Good work sensible head 😉

 
Posted : 19th October 2015 9:16 pm
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Thanks both 🙂 Feeling them urges - Paige wont sleep and home alone but decided to pop on here instead of popping on a gambling site.

 
Posted : 20th October 2015 12:09 am
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Day 259 - 20/10/15

It would be so easy to give in and to deposit right now - sometimes the best decisions are the hardest to do. I wont give in!

 
Posted : 20th October 2015 12:16 am
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I got through the night and abstained

 
Posted : 20th October 2015 8:47 am
Rednow
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One day at a time, 1 hour at a time, 1 minute at a time. Gf 🙂

 
Posted : 20th October 2015 10:36 pm
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Day 260 - 21/10/15

Terrible night with Paige again :/

And yes the mantra is right Red when needed take it 1 at a time - be it day hour min or sec 🙂

 
Posted : 21st October 2015 5:49 am
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wants2stop wrote:

New Targets...

9th payday 27th Oct

9 months 3rd Nov

10th payday 27th Nov

300 days 30th Nov

10 months 3rd Dec

Need to think of rewards and give myself the last lot i have missed (for motivational purposes!)

 
Posted : 21st October 2015 5:51 am
Rednow
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Definitely! Get yourself those well earned rewards. The positive reminders of why we shouldn't gamble are the best 1's.

Some nice aromatherapy? Lavender and eucalyptus scents are great.

Day 260 and doing amazing! 🙂

 
Posted : 21st October 2015 6:57 pm
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Day 261 - 22/10/15

Thanks Red 🙂 And you deserve a treat yourself. Think i will book in a massage when i get chance something to look forward to!

 
Posted : 22nd October 2015 10:29 am
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