My Diary - Day by Day

Don't let his down falls become yours. Continue to be strong and you will be rewarded with a sense of self security and achievement that can never be found in depositing even the smallest amount of money x Look forward to that massage! 🙂 xx

Day 283 - 13/11/15

Thanks Red. Will enjoy the massage a lot more than gambling away my money 🙂

Day 284 - 14/11/15

Have a great gf weekend everyone

Day 285 - 15/11/15

Thanks - yep 300 days will be amazing - might seem easy with the numbers clocking up but its still a struggle with myself most days!

Day 286 - 16/11/15

Another day closer...

Keep going girl, you are a very strong person, keep concentrating on you,

You are doing it soo pleased to see you on 286 days.

Suzanne xxx

Thanks as always Suzanne. Been intrigued how much my debt is now so just worked it out. Currently £5509.52

Another day closer to that milestone and paying off the debt! 🙂 stay strong x

Previous Financials (4th Sept) -

Savings £560

Paige Savings £230

Debt £5781

NEW FINANCIALS (16th Nov) -

Savings £350 (lent OH £120 and needed some as maternity dropped)

Paige £275

Debt £5509.52

Reduced Debt by £271.48 - getting close to that £5000 target

Day 287 - 17/11/15

Day 288 - 18/11/15

Getting ever closer to the 300 day mark!

Day 289 - 19/11/15

Actually managed to get Paige into a sort of bedtime routine so been having a couple of hours at night alone. Makes gambling a bit tempting but i wont give in

Feeling VERY tempted

Do NOT give in now...Your little girl needs you to fight for both of you!

What do you want to gamble for...You don't have to look far to see it's a one way ticket to being broke, it's not like your OH has done anything but lose his money since you started this journey!

C'mon, get busy, let the urges pass, you are doing great, don't let addiction win now, it has nothing to offer you but heartache! Keep fighting - ODAAT

Day 290 - 20/11/15

Thanks ODAAT - its like the devil and angel on my shoulders. There is no logical reason to gamble or even want to - its obviuosly addiction rearing its nasty little head! Kept busy anyway and glad to say still gf.