My Diary - Day by Day

Ahh so gorgeous. Hope you all had a lovely day and spent every minute focused on your little one and not stressing about any gambling related nonsense x after all you are a non gambler and have been for 68 days! + all those days you wracked up the first time!! Let's not forget that, you're totally amazing! Have a good wkend chic 🙂

Hey girl many happy belated to your little ones birthday already a

And hey a big congrats to you on 68 days of winning for real, I know it's hard with your OH, so just keep making that right choice for you and your little one,

Keep strong for you and your little one.

Suzanne xxx

Day 70 - 26/4/16

Thanks she had a lovely day and was utterly spoilt x Been teetering on the edge again i dont know why it doesnt make sense but stress sends you loopy!

Hi chic, just checking in. Day 70, 10 weeks!! 🙂

You're right, it's just the stress and you also know gambling won't make you happy, (in fact will just make you feel worse). Look for those alternatives like before, you've come so far so be proud of yourself.

In it together, one day at a time x

70 days girl, that's come round quickly, well done you, luv the way you and red keep in check:))) it helps you both.

OAUs

Suzanne xxx

Hi chic

Just popping by to say hope you're ok and log in again soon. Always here when u need us.

In it together x

Day 0

I completely screwed up!

At an all time low. Can't write much yet don't have the strength or will

Come back again soon. You haven't let anyone down and the only way is up xx I've screwed up soooooo many times. You will come out the other side because we all know you want to. Please look in to counselling support, it really does help, someone to talk to so you don't feel so alone with this nightmare really was the turning point for me. You don't need to be alone and you deserve to be happy x

Hi Wants2stop,

I sure do know how it feels to gamble again after a period of time off it. Your not alone.

But on a positive, you know how to go for long periods of time not gambling and you have done it and succeeded and you will do it again, just like I will.

We get up dust ourselves down and start over. Throwing in the towel is never an option. As the hours and days pass gamble free we start to feel stronger in ourselves once again.

Take care and keep safe... S.A

Hope you're ok and not drowning in the sinking feeling. It will get better xx one day at a time

Day 0 - 13th May

Ready to start again. Haven't read any comments yet. Not up to it. Last deposited at 6.20pm this evening. Not ready to open up yet either. Just had enough courage to login. Speak soon x

I feel your pain I know it's hard for you to share at this moment. If I can just say you said you wasn't ready to talk last Friday. Try not to bottle it up get it out in the open a problem shared and all that.

KTF

Well done you for being brave and logging back in. We're all here when ur ready. You don't need to confess all, starting again is enough 🙂 fresh start x

Day 3 - 16/5/16

Not ready to share yet - struggling but on Day 3