My Journey

hi sue

Haven't been around too much over festive period but I wish you all the best for new year and hope you have great start to 2013

Hope all is good with ya and that work week at a end for ya.

Hi Diary,

Day 45

Thank you everyone for the lovely posts...SA was great to get one from you.

Very late post from me today....why....cos I have had to work from 7.00am this morning till 9.15 pm tonight.........Can't tell you how tired I am. On a shift we are supposed to have 3 people....2 people phoned in sick for the late shift.......What can you do eh....couldn't just walk out!

Worse thing is I have to work tomorrow till 3 and it's my mums birthday...81 ..,....my brother is picking us up at 5 to all go out for a meal.....Womble not even got birthday card yet...oh the stress!!!

Sat here now...supping very cold one....need to unwind!

Sorry I dont think will get round to posting to everyone till monday......Day off...whoopie!

Am thinking of you all!

Love very knackered, stressed and crabby Womble xxx

Just a flyer Sue to remind you of what an amazing, cheerful, steadfast, loveable person you are. Hugs! -joan

Hi Sue,

Thank u 4 ur post on my diary. It really meant a lot 🙂

I know we have both been thru a tough time in the past and yeh I struggle 2 4get some of the things that happened and I still feel like I have so many questions that r unanswered... But I am hoping 2013 will be my yr!

Fingers crossed neway!

I hope it is urs 2.... We both deserve happiness 🙂

Take care xxxx

boy that sounds like a long day with some long hours. if anything ya can look forward to a nice pay check.

guess if worse comes to worse ya can always print up a card on the internet and go that way.

monday aint to far off so some R&R be yours soon.

Hi Sue

Hope you've had a lovely evening out- you deserve it (I'm sure mother Womble will love being treated).

You've been working so hard. Hopefully your next few days will be chillaxed and peaceful- or riotous partying- you choose!

Wishing you and yours a Happy and Healthy 2013!

Irene

x

Well we must of been posting at the same time and missed your post. Today is cold turkey with the smokes day after 40 years of puffing. I'm gonna be such a bit-ch. LOL feel sorry for my nephew already. LOL Lol LOL

Hey Sue!,

Happy Happy New Year to you, your mom and all of those you hold near and dear!!

-joanxxxxx

Hi Diary,

Day 47

Happy new year to everyone.

Womble x

Happy New years and hope your finally enjoying some time off of work.

hey Sue just wanna wish you a very happy 2013 : )

Hope you had a good new year sue

all the best graeme

A Very Happy New Year to you Sue.

I hope 2013 is full of happiness for you.

Flagg

Hi Diary,

Day 49

Firstly, this is my diary...and I am going to be totally honest on it as I have always been.

The events over the last few days have really upset me....I know it's a forum that anyone one can post on....but for some reason I always believe what people say...am a guilable old fool.

Maybe....... that was how my ex fooled me!

This site has always been good to me...somewhere I have felt safe and able to talk about things.

Now I find I can't post to newbies as I find I am looking at their posts to see if they are genuine!

I would also like to say that I have only used the gamcare helpline once....That was not long after I joined....I got a really bad feeling about a poster on my diary being someone else.......Do I think is was a troll...........Yes I do!

I know this is MY recovery and I am free to write what I feel as long as I stay within the guidlines.

So If anyone out there is "trolling" just think of the impact that you are having with people who are really suffering through this s**t awful addiction!

As my lovely friend Rach says......"take what you want and leave the rest"

Womble

P.S. I really miss Lucy x

P.P.S. And "yes" this did make me want to turn to my addiction.......But I fought and won!