Well here is am again the morning after feeling sick to my stomach at the amount of money I spent last night. The sad thing is I have to trawl the internet looking for sites I can join that I haven't already self excluded from. As I am doing it I know exactly where is will end yet I can't stop, even though it will mean spending everything I have. I think nothing of spending 100s on slots yet skimp on food and essentials, I don't know what is wrong with me I literally cannot go on like this but I can't stop, its taking over my life
Hi, your just about admitting an ilness that needs to be treated. Well your in the right place.
Yes, you have an illness of (Let's throw my Money I have earned into the top four commissions)
Enough of that. Let's spend our money on things that matter. Life, Family, Friends.
Come on keep it up Sir
Norfolk, sorry for thu abrupt front. But I had that and it helped me. So Get your a*s in gear and beat this demon. OK
I'm actually female!
I wish I could beat it but it seems impossible
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Thank you so much for your comments, that's EXACTLY how I feel and as you say the money plays a part however it's that rush when you get a decent win, I once read a quote which said "you can't win because you can't stop" and that is so true, I can be up a couple of hundred and within minutes its gone again.
I know I need to talk to family about this but I'm terrified to do so as I am so ashamed of myself.
Coming on here is my first start and I will build on that and make sure I use this site regularly, and definitely use the counselling.
Thanks again
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