7 months of not gambling only to return.

Hopefully this post doesn’t get deleted, I am at a cross roads but stubborn as ever. On one had I have work and pretty much a lot of people hate me and are whistling around me to drive me out which I have become numb too now even my brother is joining in on that one 🤣

the other hand is the universe is telling me to move on, I can feel it deep down in me regardless of the outside pressure I face and my iron clad push away from gambling at the moment. Apparently I am 300 days gamble free but always one step away from disaster.

i am sure I have my followers good or bad, I just want a normal life away from the bs I am experiencing right now. I ll just hold on to my job as long as I can. The mistake people make is that they think I am aggressive and trying to get a reaction out of me. I remain stoic and bored for now, 

just for tomorrow I will not gamble 

dave101

Sadly a sad end for my crypto investments, I slowly but surely loaned and ran myself into. Debt and sadly have to sell some stuff to cover some of the heavy losses. I have told my partner about it and she has been amazingly supportive so far, I know I will have to go work out my finances.

the harsh reality has been the changes at work which have also cut my wages and hours so that has helped me either. I didn’t go full blown gambling and hit the slots of poker which I am glad I didn’t otherwise I really would of hit rock bottom again.

i have a number of loans and credit cards to pay off now which could take a number of years. I am writing now with a much clear understanding of the stupidity I have done with having a partner who is pregnant and my kid,

the start of the risky investments/gambling started before my partner got pregnant, I had a ill thought out plan  prior to this that I could do this and help pay things off and make it a bit easier.

instead it hasn’t worked out and I am going to have to think outside the box and bring my road back to recovery but in the spot light, like it should of been all the time. 

I am just going to be there for family this Christmas, that’s all that matters. 

Will be back posting soon

just for today I will not gamble

Thought I would write an update today as I haven’t posted much, sadly i haven’t had many replies so hopefully some one will find my posts. I am not gambling at the moment but sold some stuff to tie me over for the month and slowly scale down my debts by selling more stuff. 

I still regularly look at investments I make for my pension as that a monthly thing I can touch for a long time so I find it fun and exciting engaging with the different investment groups. Some could argue that’s bad but I want to contiune as I like the banter and updates in that space which is crypto related but not a full out gambling like some of them.

christmas was great and got to see family, next year is a big year for me and my partner as await our second child. Just need to keep it together work hard and help out.

anyways I will continue chatting in this hollow echo chamber 

just for today I will not gamble 

Same old spew.

just for today I will not gamble.

Hi Dave

How has 2026 looked for you ? Still GF ? How is your debt coming down ?