Diary 2

Whoops........

Ok -

N = No chicken curries!

A lil cockney slang, ' discovery ' helps to disperse our needless inhuman worries of our nexr lie or punt etc

Thanks for the contributions!

O is for Ohhh (V) but of course, that it 2moro so

N: Noticing

what beauty there is around us.

Lovely and I shall be going out into the sunshine in a bit. Yesterday was strange - I wasn't at all bothered about the GN but only a few weeks ago I was really bothered about the Gold Cup. Not a question of wanting to gamble but having horrible "intrusive" thoughts.

N = New - goals, aspirations, dreams.....

Our Lady

Thank you Our Lady

O IS today! O - openness.

C'mon V, don't be shy now :-)))))

O - Opportunities

When life unfold in front of us & opportunities arise without the fog of addiction.

Cool!

Dear Diary: I actually think I am quite a nice and sincere person but I do have a temper and sometimes I've "bitten" in real life and virtually which I always end up regretting. I expressed a few posts back where I feel I am at and how far I am from where I would like to be. I worry that if I don't find that path I'll find something else to get fixated on to distract me FROM me just like I did with gambling. I've had some therapy but I've never come to terms with specific events in my early life. I don't know if I ever will. I have fleeting moments of happiness within myself (relationships a different matter as I have a lovely wife and great small circle of friends) and laugh quite often. Obviously I'm happier than when I was gambling compulsively which I deal with in with in my own way (and no I'm not just talking about self-exclusion) daily but I'm also thinking of the long-term. A self-absorbed post but then what are diaries for?!! Best wishes, Phil

Struggling with the O so the NM has stepped up with:

O: Omazing :-0 I despair!

My contribution for today is,

O: Open

something I can be now I'm not tripping over my own lies.

. Good game.
Omniscient. Something i realise im not since stopping gambling.

...... wrote: C'mon V, don't be shy now :-)))))

O - Opportunities

When life unfold in front of us & opportunities arise without the fog of addiction.

Came to quick yesterday Sandra..

O - omnipotent.

How I tend/ use to view ga

Thanks for the words although I had to look up Dan's! 🙂

It is good to learn new words and also internet terminoligy you are not familiar with. So many different terms and expressions I still keep on learning despite having been online for 20ish years. Best wishes and thanks, Phil.