Diary of boo radley

Yes I hope so.. Talking helps indeed. 

I just dare not get absorbed in a jig until other stuff done.. But in truth I feel I need the calming influence of those scattered pieces rattling in a box creating a beautiful picture.. Definetly something very therapeutic in it for me.. 

Thanks murlo.. Enjoy your day 

Boo 

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Just spotted my priceless typo ?. Murlo moment ?

It's your trademark.. Morse would easy track you down with your memoirs... ???

Boo 

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I think I could probably invent a whole new urban dictionary with my typos ?

Night. 

Left Chat quickly seemed a tad hectic and not productive in places.. Just me maybe

So achieved what I set out to do today.. Its now winding time down.. Brew n bed ready for tomortow

Night and bless all 

Boo ???

Thanks for popping to my diary and writing  boo i appreciate it,have a settled evening 

Loulou x

Take care lou x??Boo 

Morning. 

This a workday for me. 

Have a good day all 

Boo 

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I haven't a lot to say having been locked in work all day.. 

Very tired now.. So it's bed with a dvd.. Reckless fool I am ?

I won't say I haven't thought about gambling today.. Because I have seen footie supporters and TV. At work. So yes my thoughts were on what people bet on rather than wanting to gamble. But then I get a bit exhausted with it all and think about finer things..

So sleep well all 

Till tomorrow 

Boo 

Night n bless 

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Morning. 

Wet n windy so a lazy day but stuff to do for work so want be totally idle.. 

Cleaning as per and see to miss scottie boo to.. 

I at one time really didn't like Sundays but just lately the ish has gone out of Sunday.. Don't know why.. 

I'm going to take control of my diet again.. I'm comfort eating too much and gaining a few pounds is lingering in my mind.. So time to get photies out and look at what I achieved.. I will message my slim world lady and explain how I need to reel back in.. I'm getting too complacent.. Why why why all the nice things like food do I like so much ???.. So as I'm kicking myself up the derriere I'm saying get your act together boo..

Other than that.. Thoughts on gambling.. Yes.. Again not to gamble just with weekend lottery. Sport on TV. And seeing peoeple Don their given footie teams out and about, especially the logo around here, I drift into thinking the enormous impact it has on lives..I'm interested to see how the use of credit cards to come into force soon will impact, if any on the set up. Thinks its soonish anyhow 

Anyway twittered enough 

Later all.. Happy Sunday all 

Boo ???

Have a lovely day Boo ?

Ps. Today.. By coming to this site I've admitted I am a gambler. What I have been not acknowledging is the illness.. 

This last Week has been a funny old week.. Rolling and rattling thoughts in my head.. 

What is now abundantly clear, 4 months down the line, is that I am now able to control urges but to recognise with my illness the flaws if will throw at me and that the good and bad days will equal out. Suppose in other words be it this far into it this illness lives with me, I don't live with it..

I'm finding feelings to step away from but feelings to walk towards.. 

It's all about time and patience.. Feel like they are at last paying some rewards.i don't think Freud would have an answer for  my head ??

Boo ???

Boo, you are doing just great. Letting go of old emotions and reconnecting with others. You’ve had much to think about over the last few weeks. Take it easy my little gem ?

Thanks murlo.. I feel like the letters on the scrabble board are now making words.. 

It's typical me.. I sit in what I call a dorment period and then all at once flourish. 

Suppose a bit of denial and pride can be thrown In also.. Rejecting any thoughts of illness or weakness.. Yep definetly feel I have been equipped with more ammunition to work with

Few things sent to room 101 today.. 

Boo ???

So it really is the simplest of things.. 

Going for a carvery at local and going to wear scarf my friend purchased for me from charity shop.. Its cream cotton and has scottie dogs on all with different coloured coats.. it really is delightful.. ?

Boo ?