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Sandra, many thanks for your post on my page. Stay strong, you can do it.

Best wishes,

gazza

So proud of you 🙂

It was a long time coming but no maybes, this is your time! You can make sure of that!

Don't spill any red wine down that skating dress (I assume that is having an outing too), I may need to borrow it 😉

Seriously Sandra, this is the single most positive post I have ever heard from you & I'm so glad to be here alongside you ODAAT - Juuuuuune

Hi Sandra,

Thanks for your recent posts on my diary.

So glad to hear you're in a positive frame of mind. Enjoy your evening!!

take care and stay strong......you CAN do it!

Ade

Hi Sandra... hope you had a good night and that your back in a positive frame of mind.

As for gambling. I think that ive had more setbacks than a government IT project... but each time I have fallen I just get back up and carry on. Thats what we do.

Take care and thanks for your support as always... S.A 🙂

Hi S,

Thanks for popping by, hey I thought you would have got your glad rags on last night and had some real fun, but not fun if you are too knackered lol

Looks like the weather is finally improving and spring is springing lol, HD indeed.

Wishing you a happy fun gambling free day.

Sxxxxxxxxx

PS keeeep strooooong xx

Hi Sandra
Thanks for popping over and sorry I missed the cakes.
Thanks for birthday wishes and well done on getting your mindset back under your control
Take care
Cheryl xxx

Hi Sis!

"Respect for yourself feeds respect for others". Amen, to that girl! All we can do is is manage our own path. It's hard when you get a feeling to reach out and smack another soul that you think may desperately need it. But, as we say on here, to each their own. I for one am sooooooo glad to have met you and am proud to call you friend and little sister. P.S. It's hard to stay away from the hell hole after a fresh stint. You know that and I know that. So, toss me a line night or day. I am around all weekend. -joanxxxxxx

Hey all,

Thank you dear soldiers...i know what you're saying Sis.. not letting others affect our own recoveries...but hell, i will let you all to chop my hand off, than listen to someone talking b****** here..esp, insulting others...plus being on a foreign land and doing so is the most disgraceful thing to do...so yep...i will reach out and slap soul like that with all my might!..lol..i will!

Ok..dear diary,

Things are going a little S***e here...all went fine until i got bk from the run..come in a house and my mate came bk from shopping..barged through the door, dumped shopping on the settee....umm..and that's where fun began. Blue foooking paint all over the place..from the drive, to the hallway, to living room, to the settee as final destination...plus lovely ginge (cat)..decides to walk in one puddle and have a good run around the house ...leaving blue paw prints all over...now...i live here for a week lol...d**n..this is not a good sign! Tried to clean the mess..but ya know...blue paint...ohhh joy of joys...what my mate is doing? She is cutting a grass not giving a s**t how house looks lol..besides "Sandra will sort it"..of course ffs!..
Of course a thought crossed my mind to leave it all and go GAlA bingo for some let out lol..It's weird how stress affects me.maybe i just should get left over paint( at the bottom of the can there is some left) and splash it all over the walls..defo would suit this new decor!

...ok..breathing, calming down.

Absolutely fantastic!

Sx

Ps..why blue paint? w*f is she up to...thank f**k none left! Lol

Hey girl I sent a lengthy post about an hour or so ago and then got a note from Aol postmaster saying my nite didn't go thru? Let me know what gives because something might be messed up on this end!

Jeez S, I thought those things only happened to me Ohh HD indeed.

Hope you have stayed calm, and smiling lol,

Look,on the positive side, it,will keep you busy, if it was me I would be nothing but fuming lol.

Your new pic says it all dear soldier, and you know I am right behind you with the bucket and spade, KEEP,CALM

Sxxxxxxx

PS read that tread lol,,and immediately threw it in the gutter, not interested in negative cxxp,,and nor should any one else be.

Take care stay safe and please do not be too,BLUE xxxxxxx hugs back

Blue paint...What is she up to indeed?!? @ least she's cut the grass now 😉

Proud of you for coming here & not giving into Mr Gamble 🙂

Keep making me laugh ODAAT - Juuuuuune

Thanx girls,

So..a still blue here but all is under control. Start looking up few holiday resorts in few weeks time (next weekend off to be precise).lol..this is crazy but i just need to go. Just for a few days. Thinking of Italy. Always wanted to visit the country. Any suggestions which resorts is best to fly by? I looked Tuscany up, and looks like really quiet place to find yourself again...yep...i think im going for it 🙂

Just hope it's a short flight lol...not a fan of those 😉

Hi Sandra
Tuscany is beautiful, historic and has gorgeous architecture.
Can be lively and quiet depending where you stay. Sienna area is lovely, beware though as they like blue paint too!!!!!!
Bicarb and soda water might get paint off the fabrics??
I just feel for poor bluefeet cat...
Enjoy your break and am back on nights Monday if you are about?
I have triple layer chocolate birthday cake to bring in.
Cheryl xxx

Thank you Cheryl, just reposted 🙂

Dear diary,

Little sleep last night (no..wasn't scrubbing that carpet lol)..in fact, half of it been lifted up to be replaced...and other parts was just covered with rugs lol (running out of those!)..living room has fake wooden tiles so i did work hard to get those blue stains off, successfully...and settee...well, need a new ones anyway lol, but since i don't even have a table in the kitchen and sit on the chair :-0 ..i can sit on the floor for the time being in living room too lol....not a problem!..cat had her bath, can tell she enjoyed it with scratch marks on my hands lol, but paint came off her little paws...and a little blue trait from the drive to the house will just stay there...so i can follow my way home next time i have too much to drink after a night out 😉 all coming out nicely here 😀

So today. Not sure what's going on with that blocker, cause it was there in my face every web page i accessed, but suddenly it has dissapeared and don't seem to filter pages, not if I'm going to try that forbidden fruit again, just curious what's happening with Gamblock.
Anyway, all is ok. Another run lined up for me today. Been a fitness Weekend so to say but did enjoy my time bk on the road again 🙂 .i guess i need to ring counsellor today, cause missed last two sessions due to the move and a little disaster on Thursday (another one in this house which i kept to myself lol). So we will see what we can make out of the conversation today.
Parents are well and dad is recovering quickly. He has pain in his leg but nothing compared with the pain he had before. Plus he says he can go out modeling his legs now since they are so beautiful and without bumps 🙂 HD! He is happy - i am even more.

So that's me. No gambling, concentrating on myself and my freedom!

Take care all and stay safe

Sandra x