I am stronger than I thought!

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Happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have....

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:37 am
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You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:38 am
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Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, or makes you happy!

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:39 am
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1. Make peace with your past so it doesn't spoil your present.

2. What others think of you is none of your business.

3. Time heals almost everything.

4.You are responsible for your own happiness.

5. Don't compare your life with others, everyone has their own struggles.

6. Stop thinking too much, it's alright not to know all the answers.

7.Smile, you don't have to carry the weight of your problems alone.

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:40 am
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When you feel like you can't go any further, just know that the strength which carried you this far will take you the rest of the way!

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:41 am
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Choices, Chances,changes

You must make a choice to take a chance or your life will never change.

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:42 am
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I am strong because I know my weaknesses. I'm alive because I'm a fighter.I am wise because I've been foolish. I laugh because I've known sadness and I love because I know it can all be taken away in a second!

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:42 am
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Thanks all xx

Well I really have lost all motivation 4 posting on my diary atm. I feel like I have nothing 2 say...Maybe it is a good thing!

Tho right now, I am feeling like I am heading 4 a slip... I am feeling like I do b4 I normally mess up telling myself £20 won't hurt and I can walk away, even tho I know the truth!

I am really trying 2 stay strong this time!

Music and quotes have got me thru some really dark times in the past, so I thought I would post some on my diary that make me think of my gambling so I can read thru them and get some inspiration!

I NEED 2 shake these urges and stay strong!

I hope everyone is ok xx

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 12:47 am
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Charlotte.

I hope that your inspiring quotes help in you finding resolve to beat that urge. You are so right in what you post.

"just twenty quid and walk away will hurt"

My dear friend you did win because you did stop!!!

My advice if you have a spare twenty quid go treat yourself or that daughter of yours.

A reward for abstinence.

Take great heart in your honesty.

Stay strong you can do this, no you are doing it.

Just for today.

Duncs stepping forward never back.

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 11:20 am
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hi lovely charlotte

sorry to hear you are struggling at the mo, i know i write on my diary a load of rubbish at times thats because i dont really have anything to say, the diary at the start is a godsend to get you through the initial weeks but there does become times when there is nothing to say, that is fine, along as you fight the urges and continue battling in this journey that is enough. the diaries i feel at times now are for you to pull others through and for people to assist the ones who are struggling.

i know you are a fighter and are trying so hard to *** this, just take a step back until the energy returns and you can muster up some more days

hope you had a better day today

doc weatherman

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 7:49 pm
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Hi Charlotte, I feel the same as you do about my diary, I don't often have much to say but feel I need to log-in and say something every day. If you are coping maybe pop on every 4-5 days just to post and let us all know you are keeping well, that's what I might do.

I feel like a gamble every day but I must also try not to be broken but I know what you mean these temptations are awfully tempting. If you feel like you might be tempted just make sure you don't have access to a large amount of money a small slip is better than a big one but I know you can stay strong.

Hang in there.

Your friend Andy (Wilsy)

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 7:57 pm
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Hi charlotte

Just keep riding it out it will get better out of all the diaries I can relate to how u feel with the ups and downs , sometimes all we can do is fight and we both know how to do that

Take care thoughts are with u

Castle2

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 9:14 pm
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Thanks all xx

I am feeling much better 2day, I had a down day yesterday... I think it's just part of this journey tbh. I had no reason 2 even be down!

Back 2 work 2day, roads were icy felt like I was skating at 1 point lol

Still gamble free 🙂

I hope everyone is ok xx

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 9:48 pm
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Hey C

That up n down's a feeling I recognise- luckily more ups than downs now. You'll get through it.

Sorry, didn;t get to blether much on chat- you know the busy, fast chat beats me lol.

Glad to hear you're feeling OK today.

Keep up the great effort

Irene

x

 
Posted : 21st January 2013 10:59 pm
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Hi Charlotte,

Just a flyer to say hi and glad to see you are standing strong. Here's a bump to get your diary back on page one where it belongs! -joanxx

 
Posted : 22nd January 2013 4:08 pm
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