Good morning diary
108 days and not even one penny spent on any form of gambling
The dreaded late shift today and then early tomorrow
Thoughts of gambling tucked away right at the back of my mind
It does get easier as the days mount up to dismiss any thoughts and urges but I will never underestimate this self destructive addiction that ruins so many lives
I will not be playing today because it does not interest me at all today
Wishing everyone a strong positive and peaceful day
Suzanne xx
Good morning diary
108 days and not even one penny spent on any form of gambling
The dreaded late shift today and then early tomorrow
Thoughts of gambling tucked away right at the back of my mind
It does get easier as the days mount up to dismiss any thoughts and urges but I will never underestimate this self destructive addiction that ruins so many lives
I will not be playing today because it does not interest me at all today
Wishing everyone a strong positive and peaceful day
Suzanne xx
Good morning diary
108 days and not even one penny spent on any form of gambling
The dreaded late shift today and then early tomorrow
Thoughts of gambling tucked away right at the back of my mind
It does get easier as the days mount up to dismiss any thoughts and urges but I will never underestimate this self destructive addiction that ruins so many lives
I will not be playing today because it does not interest me at all today
Wishing everyone a strong positive and peaceful day
Suzanne xx
Hi Suzanne,
Good to see you are so positive and congratulations on 108 days gamble free.
I hope to be as strong as you and each day I read different diaries drawing from the strength of peoples resolve to beat this addiction.
Hope your shifts go well and stay strong
Take care and best wishes
Cheryl xxx
Great job on 108 days
Steve
Staynin just a little in front of suzanne x
Brilliant Suzanne nice and positive you're achieving every day you abstain. Thanks for helping me on my journey x
well done Suzanne keep it up
Suzanne, well done - your comments on my diary have been very supportive & helpful and reading how well you're doing is definitely encouraging me to stick with it. I had a real wobbly moment today but didn't give in -am on here reading instead! Hope your shifts go OK. xx
congratulations on 108 days free x
well done for doing so well, i have read several of your posts and your encouragement and help for others is amazing. i hope i can get to 108 days and keep going to!
well done you
laura x
Suzanne
Great to see your resolve grows and the gift you have bestowed upon your life is something you continue to hand to many others.
For it be very proud
Keep making the right choice
Abstain and maintain
Duncs stepping forward never back
Suzanne
A massive well done on well over the 100 day mark , you use this forum so well to your advantage still supporting so many and rightly so getting so much support in return
You deserve all the success you are now achieving and life is so much better for you now
Continued best wishes on your recovery
Castle2
Good afternoon diary
109 days now I am clocking up I have not spent even one penny on any form of gambling
My colleague at work said to me today ( who introduced me to online bingo) have you played bingo lately I casually replied have not played for a while because there was no point anymore because when I won I ended up putting it all back on and then more
she looked simply gob smacked I smiled proudly to myself keeping my new secret of abstaining and maintaining
I read on a post just now that this person wants to be how he was before he started gambling I know I will never be that person again before gambling I have lost the innocence of what I was before the self destructive addiction took over but I am coming out the other end a much wiser and stronger person having been through the dark side of pure selfish addiction and that is soo positive for me to deal with the ups and downs everyday life brings I am a better person now for having learnt the very hard way the real meaning of living sharing loving and being loved and being unselfish
I will continue to abstain and maintain one day at a time by my choice to see what changes next
Wishing everyone a positive and strong gambling free evening
Suzanne xx
Well said Suzanne I can identify with that I will never be the same person again but as you say we can come out the other side stronger and wiser and make life better for ourselves and our families x
Great post have a nice weekend bet free. Winners we are. 🙂
Good morning diary
110 days
Short shift today start at lunchtime and then two whole days off
I am going to be smiling a lot today because I am going to win again today simply by abstaining and maintaining by my own choice and it sure feels good to know I am in control today
I will not be playing today because I love winning
Wishing everyone a happy positive and strong gambling free day
Suzanne xx
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