Hi,
How Mcnulty getting on in the Tranmere defence?. Miss his presence at Luton.
Best wishes
Balvaird wrote: Hi, How Mcnulty getting on in the Tranmere defence?. Miss his presence at Luton. Best wishes
Since McNulty came our defence has fallen to pieces, he is way too slow and costs us goals every week. The fans are not happy and want us to cancel the loan deal and not sign him on. Maybe things will change with another manager as Brabin is well out of his depth and none of the players are playing for him right now. But the McNulty we are seeing is nothing like the player your fans rated so highly!
Hi,
The way our defence is shipping goals I would have him back tomorrow as we are sliding down the table rapidly.
I presume by brabin you mean Gary brabin. Clueless when he was with us.
Hope you can get out soon. Took us 5 seasons and we only managed due to Andre Grays goalscoring.
As for the Hatters now, least said the better.
Best wishes
have been looking for your diary for a while. 59 days , your a strong man Phil
Balvaird wrote: Hi, The way our defence is shipping goals I would have him back tomorrow as we are sliding down the table rapidly. I presume by brabin you mean Gary brabin. Clueless when he was with us. Hope you can get out soon. Took us 5 seasons and we only managed due to Andre Grays goalscoring. As for the Hatters now, least said the better. Best wishes
Yes Gary Brabin and he is worse than clueless! He signed a load of centre backs and strikers but no full backs or wingers and its left us with an unbalanced shambles of a squad that is in freefall. The sooner he goes the better!
Day 60 and I'm feeling good after almost 2 months without a bet. Life really has improved in such a short time and will continue to get better as long as I make the right choices. So ahead of me today is a chilled day in work and then a calm nights sleep tonight.
No bets today!
Look at you Phil the big 60 already. and feeling sooo positive and focused.
Well done on your hardcwork my friend, you really are doing just fine.
Have a good Sunday.
Suzanne xxx
Its day 61 and a nice chilled day off work for me which has so far been spent doing some online Christmas shopping. I might nip out to the shops this afternoonand then I'm seeing a friend tonight. I'm not experiencing any urges today which is good, I don't want to be living that life full of lies and secrets anymore. Day by day this can be done!
No bets today.
Hey Phil,
Thanks for popping through, am proud of you, you have come back and trying another way, and it's working, because you are committing 100% to your own recovery first, luv your attitude and determination and hard work:)))
Suzanne xxx
Day 62 and back in work today following a very productive and gamble free day off. I'm not currently experiencing any urges which makes life easier however I have been here before and I'm aware the urges can come back hard at anytime. So I have to stay focussed and ready to fight them if and when they come back. This Christmas will be the least stressful since I was 16 years old and I will have the most money in the bank that I ever have at Christmas. There is no quick fix to my problems but day by day things are getting much better and I really feel life has much more meaning right now.
No bets today!
Day 63 and its a day where I woke up full of excitement and will spend the day literally counting down the minutes to one minute past midnight tonight. Thats because I am off to the local cinema to see the new Star Wars movie and as a child when I was innocent before all this gambling nonsense I was absolutely Star Wars crazy! The reviews are looking so much more positive than they were for the last three movies and I can't wait to see the magic come back when the original cast appear for the first time tonight. So no thoughts of gambling today, I just need to get work out the way and then head to the movies.
No bets today!
Enjoy your night at the movies Phil, guess it will bring back some happy memories of your childhood:)))
Suzanne xxx
May the force be with you and your recovery !
Good diary and great to see you past some big gamble free days numbers and with money before xmas...
Maybe its in your diary somewhere but can i just ask, are you in control of your own finances and manging via willpower and controlling urges ? Reason i ask is so much about breaking triabgles on here, and whilst i am doign this in some ways, its not easy to do this... i dont have an obvious choice to hand over control and so i have tried more location blocking, but mainly just choosing to fight each urge as it comes...
Thanks
Day 64 and I'm still in a state of shock from the movie in the early hours of this morning. All the Star Wars magic came back and it was just an incredible experience. Easily the best film I have ever seen and if it wasn't for a busy days work today I would go back to see it again. The ticket cost me 16 pounds which isn't a lot but the old me wouldn't have had the cash to go as all my money would have gone to a bookmaker. So its yet another reward that making that choice not to gamble brings.
Today will be pretty grim for me as I'm in work 1.30-10 and then back at 2am for a few hours before being back in at 1.30 tomorrow afternoon. So not much time to think, certainly no time for urges to come along. I will be glad to get it done as I'm off this weekend and away for a break. No bets today!
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