My Farewell Diary

Hi Anon......all goin well i just dont come on here very often.

164 days today..
back from Saudi but my work here in Portsmouth England is just so rubbish.
Absolutely really getting to me as theres no potential to earn any more money

Hi, how's things, any improvement in the job front? X

177 days.
On the job front i am going back to saudi arabia in 10 days to work for another 5 weeks.

Its good money so will again help with my huge debt

I missed my counselling appointment last night as i was busy arranging my daughters birthday party and gathering some information about my next work trip.
I see it as a good thing as it shows i dont have gambling and counselling on my mind.

Rebooked for next week so that could be my last as the following week i will be in saudi.

Mba

189 days today.
I am back in saudi and believe i have tonsillitis so i will be going to see the on site doctor in a bit.
Not feeling too well which is very unfortunate, hope this gets better soon

Mba

200 days today!!!!

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Amazing! Better than my best effort.

Do you set rewards for certain milestones? What you treating yourself with?

Hey....

No i don't reward myself.

Still got a huge amount of debt so my rewarding is by paying that off.

Mba

Well done on your achievement

Best wishes

Congratulations mba, fantastic achievement.
Yes, your reward is your debts are getting paid but dont forget to take a minute to give yourself a pat on the back. Yes you created your debts but you are now doing all you can to turn things around, which is not easy but 200 gf days later says what you are doing is working - well done! All good wishes x

Thank you for your kind words.

I am still currently working away in Saudi Arabia and when i come home I will treat myself and the family.
Maybe a weekend away, and we also have a holiday to spain in june so suppose they are my treats.

Mba

244 days.... however my world fell apart 3 weeks ago when my father suddenly passed away..

It is great to hear from you again but i am sorry to hear of your fathers passing. You had 220 days of non-gambling when that happened and if he knew of your past struggles i hope he knew of your fantastic 220 gamble free days also. Hope to hear more from you when you are feeling up to it.

Thank you for the message.
He never knew exactly what was happening in my gambling life but he would have been proud.
He knew i fought these demons and understood the struggles i had.
Hope he is proud of me now.
Mba