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(@rochg)
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Thank you for your thoughtful message, Stephen.   And let's hope your recurring nightmare stops soon 🙂 

They'll be no gambling when you go 'up there' in the fullness of time; infinite love is all we'll need :).

(Other religions and non-religions are available!)

Day 23 today. Just for today, I will not gamble. 

 

And - if you're reading this Lou; I'm thinking for you.  We are all thinking of you. Take care Ok.

 

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Posted : 3rd February 2021 2:04 pm
(@adam123)
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Well done Roch mate, great start, keep it up to hit your first month, the first major milestone.  Well done

 
Posted : 3rd February 2021 5:22 pm
(@rochg)
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Thanks, Adam 🙂

Day 24. Won't gamble today.

 
Posted : 4th February 2021 10:15 pm
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 Aum
(@aum)
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On a noble mission

Brave heart beating steady 

RochG seeks salvation 

And knows he now is ready

 

To battle for his freedom

A gallant man of honour

Arm in arm with gamcare friends

In search of a better tomorrow

 

Aum ?

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Posted : 5th February 2021 12:10 am
(@rochg)
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Thank you so much, Stephen, for your thoughtful and wonderful poem.  It has inspired me as I chalk off 25 days without a gamble and I am well set for Day 26.  I d**n well refuse to engage with the gambling beast.

 
Posted : 5th February 2021 9:53 pm
(@rochg)
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Day 26.  re-reading Stephen's excellent poem sent a couple of posts back, is all the motivation I need not to gamble today.

 
Posted : 6th February 2021 9:37 am
(@rochg)
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Day 27.  I will not gamble, just for today. I will update this diary every single day until  I either hit Day 10000 or my passing (possibly the latter, bit I like to show commitment).

 

 
Posted : 7th February 2021 3:08 pm
Poblwc
(@poblwc)
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How’s things Roch hope you have a good day today you are doing really well ?

 
Posted : 8th February 2021 8:54 am
(@rochg)
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Thank you for passing by Poblwc and lovely to chat to you on Group Chat!

Thank you for your kind words and likewise wish you a good day too.

A nice way to start Day 28.  Just for today, I will not gamble.

 
Posted : 8th February 2021 9:16 am
(@rochg)
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Day 29.  Had an unexpected expense today (£330!) 

Two ways to look at it. At least I've not gambled lately, so I had the money.  And I definitely don't want to gamble today as I need to make that money up!  I want to recover my hard earned savings.

And so for this reason I won't gamble today. 

 

 

 

 
Posted : 9th February 2021 12:55 pm
(@ria75)
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Hey Roch....

just passing through, hope your feeling okay....sorry to hear about the unexpected expense ....at least you had it to spend it lol...

I woke with a horrific headache this morning but feeling a bit better now ....overdosed on water....I NEVER drink enough. 

I havnt wrote the next chapter in my diary yet but I'll do so tonight at some point. 

3 days till rehab and counting....

My thoughts.......erm....scared, positive, anxious, but mostly hopefull!!

We will see.....

Enjoy your day

Love Ria ❤

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Posted : 9th February 2021 1:25 pm
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 Aum
(@aum)
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Sorry to read of your unexpected expense RochG but pleased that you handled it in a sensible manner. 

I do believe you are almost 30 days into your recovery and tomorrow morning will see me salute your excellent progress.

Aum

 

 
Posted : 9th February 2021 11:32 pm
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? ? ? RochG 30 Days Gamble Free ? ? ?

Congratulations on your excellent progress.

 

Aum 

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Posted : 10th February 2021 2:28 pm
 Loux
(@loux)
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Just seen aums post Roch 

Congratulations a whole month thats an amazing acheivement well done your doing great

Lou x

 
Posted : 10th February 2021 5:47 pm
(@rochg)
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Thank you so much for dropping by my diary on my 30th day gambling free!  And it truly is 30 days .. I promised that this is the one place I will not lie about it.  So 30 days it truly is!

Ria, I am sooooo pleased you're gonna get the help you need.  And don't worry about drinking water, it's always good to be hydrated. They say we are about 70% water, but looks like you were more like 100% !!!  I hope your headache has subsided as you look forward to better things ahead.  

Stephen, Lou, in the 30 days I've restarted my journey you've both been amazing, there for me from the start.  And I know you've helped and encouraged so many others too.  You are both stars to me and I am here for you too.  Thank you for your amazing support.

 

 
Posted : 10th February 2021 10:05 pm
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