Hi Loxxie , I've just come back on and seen your last post , LOL! if that abbreviation means what I think it means you really are going to need your wellies coz of the puddle ? .
Take care Lox ! x
Lol....you make me chuckle alan
Anyway....all good at loxxie central....and if a problem pops up today...whether it is a broken glass...spilt milk....or a full on crisis of some sort....I will deel with it head on...not run to a online slot machine....yeahhhh x
only NINE SHORT DAYS unti you're a certified centurian!!!!
Keep gf Loxxie!!
Bella
x
Cheers Bella...certified something ! ..Lol.
Wtg on your 90 days gf hunni xxx only 9 days to go im 21 behind you hopefully that will stay like that xxx
Cheers merc....we are plodding on our journey together ....xxx
Thanks for popping in deanooooo....just can't beleive were the time has gone...
So today...bt engineer meant to be coming this morning...we will see ! counselling this afternoon...not been for two weeks as she said I was doing so well...be good to touch base again....got 3 days off now...well from my 2nd job...still got the bar to do here...but using time to deep ckean flat. ...it's either being washed or chucked out !. ..feel like now my heads and fiances in order I want to get the home in order....been neglected of late !. ..so a busy few days planned....x
Hi Loxxie, just want to say how much I have got out of reading your diary, it has helped me on my journey and I cant wait for you to get to your landmark and get the round of applause you deserve!
Ooh rose...that's so sweet ...thankyou....and I'm glad my story has helped you...this is truley a wonderfull place for support....your doing great as well love...and beleive me it does get easier....and life gets better ...in fact mines better than it was before I started gambling...so keep going hun. ...and we will have a glass of vino on my 100th....and I'll be walking with you to yours...stay safe as ever...keep the guards up and be happy x
Jeez Friday again....where does the time go !
So happy to not be wasting it anymore in front of an online slot machine
Good session with counsellor yesterday....she gave me 10/10 for how far I've come with my addiction...said she couldn't beleive I was the same person she met at the start....I told her I'm not....I'm a better person because I'm no longer living my life full of secrets and lies...living in a zombie state only driven by a slot machine....I'm alive again and loving my gamble free life....I'm strong...I'm dealing with life's ups and downs. .head on as they happen....not via a slot machine....smokers who give up smoking say they can suddenly taste there food. ...well ..me ..a online slot machine addict...can now 'TASTE' life again....and boy is it good....x
Day at home today..hubby and son gone to a rally...it's his 15th birthday....would normally have been a great day to play slots uninterrupted. ...well not today...happy to be here poodling about with some chores. ..simple...meal out tomorrow for his birthday with all the family...lovely...chaos..noisy...expensive...but will be wonderfull to "really" be with them all...boy am I one lucky lady to have had all there love and support in these last 90 days....happy weekend peeps...and remember ...if your reading this as a "newcomer "to the forum. ...take a look at my early posts...yes like you I arrived here a broken mess....but with...willpower..total honesty ..the forum. .gamcare couselling....and of course my wonderfull FAMILY ...I have come
so far and feel alive again....and so can YOU...if you change...xxx
Great post Loxxie , enjoy your weekend and being with the family tomorrow , onwards and upwards ! X
Noooooooohh ! Please Lox , no more nicknames , I answer to most things these days but really am struggling with my identity at the moment and that's not good at my age , LOL ! Have a gooden Hun ! X
Monday morning again...
Great weekend...house spring cleaned and de cluttered...bar fairly busy...great family meal...bills all paid...all good on the western front....all because I DON'T PLAY ONLINE SLOTS ANYMORE !. ...have a good day preps....and if your new here....life will get better ....if you change x
Another sunny day here in Devon..and in my heart.!
Cheesy but true
Life is sooooo much better
Life is so much simpler
Life is so much more rewarding
Life without online slots is wonderfull...no longer being a prisoner to an addiction....
Loxxie is alive again xxx
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