Life after a CG

Hi KS,

Really good to see you post

and know you are in a good place, you are always in my thoughts, especially certain songs,

Having been divorced twice myself, life does move on an get better, (till the kids grow up lol)

Life changes all the time, and that is what makes each individual's life very precious, and we never know what is around the corner, Yours is looking good ,one thing I have learnt in life after damage is done, I have never gone back, I keep this with me every day a bout my gambling addiction, I can never go back, and one day I hope I have no urges to do so. Because this addiction is something different.

You take care S

Suzanne xx

Hi KS,

Just popping in to wish you a very merry Xmas and an even happier New Year, I am looking forward to 2015, and I expect you are too.

Take care my friend and stay safe

Suzanne xxx

Hi Suzanne, thanks for popping by. Wishing you all the very best for 2015. May your continued winning battle enables you to win the war!

So as the new year begins I keep the promise I made to my self to only look back to see how far I have come. Last year was a complete roller coaster. Starting off with high hopes for a settled future which soon was taken away with another string of bets debts and lies, the self realisation that if the situation wasn't going to change then I had to. I found the inner strength to put an end to it all myself. I slowly clawed myself out of the deep dark hole I lived in through no fault of my own. Except my own ignorance perhaps. The second half of the year I took a break spent quality time with good honest friends which is how I arrived at the end of 2014 in a better place than I've ever been. I can look back and see how far I've come. I've met so many new people over this last 12 months and I'm happy to class them all as friends. I'm settled, I'm not looking out in fear, I'm not pleasing anyone else at the expense of what feels right for me and my attitude towards the rest of my life will be the same as it has been for the last 4 months. its my life and I choose to live it stress free dictatorship free gambling related issues free. I choose life not existence. So 2015 I have plans for you, starting with ticking something I've always wanted to do of my bucket list. All flights are booked and I can't wait. Exciting times ahead

Wishing all gamcare admin & diary holders a very safe new year