FED UP!! another period of recovery and then the binge ! I dont know how many times its happened i've lost count, but it always ends the same way! Skint, emotionally wrecked and depressed.
WHY? The brain wants that buzz i guess, chasing the dream of that mega big win which will never happen and IF it did would be given straight back again ! lol its madness it really is.
Hard to say over the yrs maybe 70 to 80 k gambled over the yrs, (im now 36),
I've been there done that, online councilling, face to face. blocks ,self exclusions but as we gamblers know if we want to gamble, well gamble! well find away.
Anyway heres me on again, stopping, self excluded and skint and wondering why i keep putting myself through this **** ,
sorry for rant.
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