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(@jeanydog)
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@j5a6meyr4z Thank you and yes, I am under no doubts as to how bad my addiction has become over the 7 years of slots.  By spare money, I mean any money other than for essential living expenses and a few home jobs here and there.  No ‘pot’ has been untouchable.  I am literally burning through money as soon as it hits my account then paying myself back with the last remaining pot of money I have from my workplace pension.  I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of what has happened to the rest of it - a career’s worth of earning and saving gone!

Best wishes

 
Posted : 21st June 2026 12:03 am
(@jeanydog)
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8 days no gambling

Now into a second week. I’ve had plenty of weeks of no gambling before depending on the money flow in a month so not counting it as too much if an achievement yet.  But what feels different this time is that I actually hate what gambling has done to me.  It is a monster that has sucked me dry.  

Have been out in the sun with one of my hobby groups today.  £15 spent on coffee and a few snacks.  10 times that amount would not even touch the sides on a slot machine.  100 times that could easily be list in just a couple of hours.  How gambling distorts the value of money!  

 
Posted : 21st June 2026 12:13 am
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@lp5vut869c Hello

Yes, I have put Cold Turkey on my computer.  and BetBlocker on my phone.  I know there are ways slots could still slip through but it is friction.  No interest in online anyway at moment after some very cruel periods over the years.

As a barrier to in person bingo hall and town centre arcades, I have a new way of controlling the flow of money into my account.  

 
Posted : 21st June 2026 12:21 am
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