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i have to quit gambling. I hope I have. Online slots are my downfall. Ive just come clean to my husband, no anger from him yet but I expect it soon.

I am a bad, weak person. I can't believe I have put my family at risk like this. Part of me always thought I was doing it for them, because when I win big it will all go on them! A ridiculous thought process, of course.


 
Posted : 29th May 2015 8:13 pm
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Hey badger. spoke to you in chat earlier briefly... good to see your envolving yourself on here too... hope your ok.... just remember there is a way out.

Keep us informed how things go with your husband and obviously the dreaded addiction


 
Posted : 29th May 2015 9:26 pm
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Hi there

I know where you are coming from and just now is the hard part - like you've probably heard elsewhere the first starting point is to get blocking software - it is brilliant and takes temptation away.

I would also do a daily recovery diary as that really has helped me.

Blue xx


 
Posted : 29th May 2015 9:33 pm
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I don't think he took it very well. Opening up about the amounts was very bad, I know we've both been stressed about money and this has made everything about a million times worse, ironic of course that I was hoping this would solve our money problems.


 
Posted : 29th May 2015 9:41 pm
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I am excluded from everywhere. I never bet in shops or casinos so that's not an issue for me.

I started with a big win, the worst thing that has ever happened to me,


 
Posted : 29th May 2015 9:50 pm
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MrsP - yes, I really liked the thought of being able to take everyone on holiday or pay for something special. I don't spend money on myself which is a bit ironic really, I would have been better off buying shoes or something.

Good luck going gamble free.


 
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