Hopefully kicking this habit for the last time

Hi all,

I have gambled almost every day the past 15 years other than a two year break after my second child. I managed to get my debt cleared and credit score up and buy a house for my wife and now 3 children. 

After moving in, a few additional bills came in and I didn't have the money to pay. Instead of just asking for help, I decided to get a £5000 loan to pay them off and have a bit left over for other things. As soon as I got the cash, I placed a couple of large bets to try and cover the bills and then pay back the loan (stupid I know). Obviously I ended up losing, and continuing to lose the full £5000. I got out another £10,000 loan to do the same thing and pay off the £5000 loan. Obviously the same thing happened again. I was now in a position where I did not want to admit this stupidity to anyone, continued to take out credit cards until I racked up £60,000 debt within 2 months. I struggled to keep up with the payments until my wife eventually found out. 

Shes kicked me out the house, I am now staying with my parents until I can work things out with my wife or if she wont take me back ill have to find another place to live. I have told my friends, family and friends at work everything and been open about it and its a massive sense of relief. 

I am now looking to find a way to kick this habit once and for all, to find a way to stop myself from relapsing and going through this nightmare again. I've set up all the self exclusion blocks, blocked gambling transactions through my banks and downloaded bet blocker for my phone. I've set up a debt management plan and now all my money gets paid out, anything left over I give to my mum to keep safe.

I feel like I am doing all the right things to stop gambling but I feel like I need to do more. I have tried meetings before but I didn't really like them. I was hoping chatrooms and forums might help.

Any advice or suggestions are welcome.

Cheers