i start gambling before 4 years ago , believe I have control... No I don’t have ! I am scared... I am scared that I gone lost my friends, my family, my partner.... For the last years I hiding very well that I play casino , but I go so down , I get money from the people, I am in debit with all my bills... I am so scared that I gone feel really bad .. I want change, I really want , I try to help my self , try to control my self , but always going back to the casino ... I play every week , last few months I spend all my salary for this , I am so angry to myself... I understand I feel shamed from who I done , I lie the people who I love ... and I don’t want , why I am so under my control... I really want change , I really want stop ! Please help me !!!!
i know how your feeling i used to gamble all the time it started off as little bets then got bigger and bigger betting thousends at a time, i then went to slots and online slots, i hated myself felt ashamed and thought i loose everything,, i am writing this 238 days after a single bet, it is possible to do belive in yourself its hard trust me but it can be done, be positive i hope you can start to re grow and gotta cut all losses to get back up dont chase thats the worse thing you can do, if you need anyone to talk to im here
Thanks for your support, I believe I need this ... Someone who can understand me , someone who can help me ... I believe that I am strong person, I have bad moment in my live , and surprise my self , how I deal with them and how I resolve them ... And can’t believe now , how something so stupid control me ... Who is my problem. I absolutely understand this gambling take me down , I absolutely understand this , I hurt my self and the people who love me , and keep doing again and again.... And every time I am more and more angry but every time is too late I already play... again. Like some voice in my head push me to this .. I am not stupid, why I du so stupid thinks ?
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