It has finally sunk in

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Shelley
(@shelley)
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Hello all,

I have decided to take the step today and do something about my addiction to online slots.

The reason for my decision is because i have sunk so low i thought about ending it all.Not a very pleasant place to be, but i am trying to make sense of my self destruction over the last 4 years and how it has effected the people who i care about.I am not sure how i can start to put things right. I owe sooo much money i feel physically sick thinking about it, i cannot sleep or eat at this time,and its all down to gambling.

 
Posted : 12th September 2016 4:09 pm
Loxxie
(@loxxie)
Posts: 1833
 

Hey Shelley...welcome to the forum. ...I to became addicted to online slots....I to felt like you are feeling now....give the helpline a ring love....they will understand everything your saying ....they won't judge what yove done...
I can completely understand why you feel like ending it all. ...but trust me things can and will get better......make that call love....you've got nothing to loose....take a look at my story...it may help...it may not...but again you've got nothing to loose by doing so....post on here as often as you need....ask whatever questions you want.....x

 
Posted : 12th September 2016 4:24 pm
(@Anonymous)
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As some said on here "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" it may seem hopeless at the moment drowning in a sea of debt and no way out but there's always a way out your just another good soul who has this horrible addiction. Please take loxxies advice and give the helpline a phone. They won't judge and they will help. You've already admitted you have a problem and want to stop that's the first step. Wishing you all the best on your recovery x

 
Posted : 12th September 2016 4:31 pm

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