Mark
Hi DAO. I hope you are well and 7 days to the good. If not let's talk about it 😉
I will try and lift you like you me in the past.
Best Wishes
Mark
Hello good people.
Well here I am crawling back again. Numb at the moment. Dark thoughts. Having worked so hard I have lost so much in 48 hours. I have let everyone down again, mostly myself.
I am in shock. I had been GF, feeling far away from the addiction and then something pulled me back in. Having some money for the first time in ages was I think a trigger in itself combined with stressful working situations. I have learnt that this addiction is with me for life.
I have been through this before, cannot believe I'm here again. I am too old for this. I am sorry friends. Dark, grey morning. Damage done. A loser par excellence ! Beyond depressing.
Apologies for this uninspiring post.
Thanks for you post on my diary. Best wishes to you moving forward.
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Chill. Its a relapse...iv had many. I understand totally how u feel. It sucks. U feel like u r outa options but hang in there
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It feels like its end of the world but its not. Its a kick in the teeth that us compulsive gamblers get when we let our guards down momentarily
A harsh reminder. Im only 19 days in . Have done 11 months b4
Thanks for replying.
Im about two weeks but went nearly a year. Partner went abroad re work and the 'idea' after a year came to go on line and gamble again. Taken me another 3 yrs since then and more hell before ive come back
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