Lost myself over the last six months again.
Its a maddening way to cope, but hiding away and neglecting one's self at least numbs the pain.
Now identifying that its time to fight back, and the way to success is by taking care of me.
Gambling is a problem for me and i recognise it.
I plan to use this place as a daily reminder of what i was and what i wish to become.
Best wishes to all on their personal journeys.
Sbb
How serious am i?
I stayed logged on to the one site i have not self excluded from to get my bonus bets on a Monday morning.
Lost immediately and have now self excluded - permanently.
Time to waken up here, so many things in life have been missed out on by not only myself but my family - because of this addiction.
I want this, i need this, i have my destiny in my hands.
Sbb
Feeling pretty good.
No more to say today other than that I believe that positivity breeds positivity.
With each small personal positive step, i feel the journey travelled is doubled in some way.
Working on defence mechanisms for when the demons of doubt strike as i know they will.
Ill be ready for them !
Sbb
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