Hi folks,
Just spent the last little while writing down a few thoughts in my head and making a determined effort to change my life. As I got writing, I wanted to jot down some lines which gradually turned into a poem which to relates to my gambling habits. I must warn you that I am by far no 'Rabbie Burns' as we say in Scotland, but it has certainly helped me clear my head a little. Enjoy.
It's been a quick month but payday has come
First things first to the bookies I run
Slowly but surely the funds diminish
But deep down I know I'm not ready to finish
So off I go to a cash machine near by
And withdraw my hard earned at the blink of an eye
Small wins here and there which keep me amused
The more I press 'spin' my bank is abused
From walking into the bookies to walking back out
There's a weight on my shoulders for the fact I've got nout
The worry kicks in, the guilt and the stress
There is only one person to blame for this mess.
I catch a glance of my reflection as I pass a shop window
If my partner found out I'm sure I'd be single
I can barely took at myself I feel disgusted
When there's bookies around I can never be trusted
So this is my chance to turn my life around
I'll make every effort to not gamble a pound
No one said it was easily but we all have will power
And the people to turn to when things get sour
I've clicked on the button stating 'self exclude'
This is the first step of changing my mood
My aims and ambitions I will make come true
With one step at a time I'm sure yours will too
It's important to remember what life is about
Family, friends, and happiness there is no doubt
Life is a gift that's why they call it the present
Let's turn things around and make life more pleasant.
We are in this together for support and advice
And a person to turn to when things aren't so nice
So feel free to comment in the box below
We've all done the hard part lets give it a go
Scott.
Excellent, I enjoyed reading that. Well done. I hope you found it therapeutic.
Thanks for your message of support - by continuing to post here regularly i think we will get through this.. What things have you done to try and beat it. I think that the first thing I should do is self exclude from all the bookies that i am wasting my time in although i am pretty nervous about it ... I have to bite the bullet on this tho!
Brilliant!Hope you don't mind but ive jotted that down and am keeping it in my handbag incase I get tempted!Just the thing to keep me on the straight and narrow.Thank You! Jayniexxx
great read x 🙂
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