I am one week through without having a bet, so far so good.
I am feeling good about this achievement, especially after the weekend and midweek football that's been going on.
I feel that i am the winner and have been each and every day that i have gone without a bet.
I have decided a date when i am going to tell my wife and it was going to be this Tuesday 23rd, however it is no longer appropriate as i have a commitment to my son in the evening and do not want to let him down as i know once i tell my wife, anything could happen!
So next realistic date when my wife isn't working in the evening will be Thursday 25th.
I really do just want to get it out and tell her as with every bit of confidence i get from not betting, it gets knocked back a little as i know i still have to tell her.
I want it out so i can accept whatever consequence results from it and move on with a 100% clear conscience and commitment.
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