day 1

Thank you all for you support. It really does mean a lot when you know you have people routing for you but nit only that people who are going through and have been through the same struggles I am. Well I got through day 1 quite well I was really busy yesterday as I was at a conference all day for work which I really enjoyed I recently got a new job (which technically I havent started yet as its with children so have to wait for my clearance to go through) which im very excited about and even yesterday showed me how much I really cant wait to get my self focused on positive things. So today is day 2 (just) and right about now if I wasnt on here I would probably be wasting a bit if money before I even managed to get to the cashpoint to withdraw it. Buti, focused and positive and ready to take baby steps (1 day at a time) to happiness.

jess

Hi Jess,

Thanks for your message.

Day 2 today, stay strong and focused and win again today,

Suzanne xx

keeping myself busy cleaning thw house and packing at the same time as will be moving into a new house soon somewhere i can call home with my lovely family. feeling ok today bit wobbly as i know i have money in my account but will be stayinv close to this site and all of its advice.
jess

Hiya jess

Thanks for the post much appreciated , good to see your still fighting the fight and are enjoying the better things in life thst it as to offer whilst gambling plays no part in it , it's a tough journey we are all making and there will be plenty of ups and downs good days bad days , keep looking at the big picture and be proud your making that journey

Castle2

day 6 fpr me today i havent posted like i normally wpuld as i have 2 sick kids at home so i have been pretty busy but had a rare moment when they are both asleep so here i am feeling tired but good. i feel as though i am struggling a bit more with temptation this time last time i felt free but this time thoughts are creeping in a lot more i have been trying to work out why but i guess it doesnt really matter as long as im willing and ready to stay strong to them. i did think it could be boredom being stuck in the house as kids are ill but also im very aware of how this can sneak up on you and if u arent prepared take ypu down time and time again so i think with that playing on my mind quite a lot it is bound to be in my head a bit more. hope all are doing well. stay strong jess.