Whooooooeee !! Wer'd that come from , a bit deep for 22.25 hrs on a Tuesday night ? , So , NO , YES and NO is the answer ,Really your asking me ? , you know always get slaughtered on here when I comment about such things , I can hear them sharpening knifes and boiling some oil at this very minute !!.
None of us know how get that point where it all goes belly up , you seem to plod along oblivious of all the little things we should be aware of , the lack of money for everyday things , delaying payment , borrowing from where we shouldn't and then justifying it by the thought of " it's ok as soon as I have a big win I'll put it all back " and that's the start of all rational behaviour going out the window , then we wake up the next morning and think" Shi.te whats just happened , what have I done " ,that tipping point is there for us all , it's just a question of when not if !.
You have to forgive yourself twinks , sure it hurts to think what weve done but you haven't killed anyone and any form of gambling boils down to time and money lost , ok the time we can't replace but money comes and goes throughout our live's so just because you shoved a fair whack in an online slot or I stuffed notes hand over fist into a bookies machine , so what ? We spent it , right or wrong it's gone so now youv'e made the changes , forgive and move on because life's too short to have an old albetross hanging around your neck .
Councelling ? well never say never but at the moment I'm in a good place , I Know why , where and how , so I really don't feel the need to find anything out just yet , I'm not anti anything but I really don't have to question myself anymore , I've accepted that I'll always be a CG and my awareness of my triggers is growing all the time , I like you am human , as humans we all make mistakes , it's how we learn to adapt and to change in order to avoid danger and overcome adversity , whish is what were all doing here , changing into better people ( apart from deano , who's changing into a slinky black number ) .
You know me from my post's that I just don't overcomplicate things , there's no point it is what it is for me so i'm just getting on with it .
Bleedin hell it's like writing war and peace, next time you can't sleep can't you just challenge Kelly or juuuuuuuuuuuuunie to a game of online backgammon ? x
Ps , Are you feeling that you want to delve deeper then ? , nothing wrong with a bit of self exploration and you might just find the answer to the questions you have ? , go with your gut feeling on this , if it feels right then just do it , nothing to lose eh?
Just noticed your last post after writing this one but gonna send it anyway .
Night twinks , you have a good one hun xx
Gonna keep you awake now , your not shallow twinks and we have to ask ourselves questions but I really think that most of us know why we did what we did but just maybe were looking for a better excuse than the one we had in our head , and the affirmation of that excuse by a councillor or other trained body would justify the search ?.
Oh my word , I'm getting really deep now ( stop it AL , you know your only here for the jokes ) Ok , little voice inside my head !
Night twinks , sleep well x
Hello you ! , yes been reflecting today , so thanks for that !!!! Wasnt going there but it just sort of came to me and once the fingers hit the key's out came a big case of the verbals but good news I've been to the quacks and he recommended an R.sole transplant and said he could do it there and then but the bad news is the R.sole rejected me !,
Felt really sad tonight that my brothers bug.ering off and really didn't see that happening but that said "a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do " Yes ! and women too ( they can go as well ) , before I upset all the Laydeeees ! .
Anyway I'm sure he'll be checking his mobile all the time as he waltzes around the building site , trowell in one hand and a Donna karen clutch bag in the other , just watching me in case I sla.g him off ?.
Seriuosly though as long as Deano's and his family are happy , then what more do you want from life ?
What !! You live on a Bonfire ? LOL !
Night twink's x
" Feeling's whoohooo Feeling's I wish I'd never met you girl " Ha ! Ha ! Ha ! Dont laugh too loudly I've actually got that album , its in amongst 15 others by Des , from my old mums collection !
And look at you and Deano , LOLing around this morning at Harold , I've seriously gotta do something about this now as it's getting well out of hand , I've just become the man with many faces shrouded in mystery ( or is that me just biggin myself up ) ?.
Richard Cranium , used to be the proper name for d**k head so maybe worth a shot ?
Kelly ( juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnie ) said I needed to as well and I take her word as gospel so maybe a job for the weekend if I get time .
Hope youv'e had a good day twinks x .
Hello twink's , sorry don't know , apparently I came at him ? don't remember that but hey ho ! think he beat me to the Richard Cranium name though ? x
Uuumh ! Is that the new name " Keyboard Warrior " ? LOL !
Good evening twinkly one and how are you this fine evening if I may be so forward ?
One would be so pleased if one would refrain from using the internets total supply of photographs in order to make a comparison to one's characteristics , as it would prove very difficult indeed to search for a photograph that hadn't been put on full view of the general public and of course this in general would lead to one having to display a picture of a giant Turtle as the only alternative that would be left to one ! .
If this request is favourable to yourself , I would be most gratefull if you would post forthwith to one's address at the top of one's page .
I will now depart with haste and will remain , your humble servant !
Ps , I couldn't help but notice the kind letter from the gentleman above , who'm appeared to have a spiffing day at his place of employment but I did feel sorry for the fact that he'd managed to spill his hot beverage all over his lovely period table !
xx
Ohhhhhhhhhhhkay Sweeeetie yah ! " That's fab sweetie " " Glass of bolly anyone " ? Nite sweetie x
Hiya Pats'y , hows the hair looking today ? , not had time for the profile pic yet and tommorows looking decidedly dodgy as more Diy looming , you know living the dream as usual !.
Hope you had a good day , with no urge to splurge !! x
Look what you made me do now , I've gone sideways and I'm far too tired to sort it out so you'll have to wait ti'll tommorow twinks !!
Take care Honey and have a good un ! xx
Look what you made me do now , I've gone sideways and I'm far too tired to sort it out so you'll have to wait ti'll tommorow twinks !!
Take care Honey and have a good un ! xx
Hi Patsy, thanks for the vote of confidence! I've had another shot & reposted one of Admin's previous ones but I'm not sure how much good it will do 🙁 I really hope she finds the strength from somewhere!
I'm still waiting for the proper link for that Backgammon site...You're not scared I'll whip your b**t are ya 😉
Whipping your b**t , yet another of Kelly's phrases that will linger for a while ? LOL x
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