N'nite and Bless Boo xxx
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Morning..
Had a fair sleep. Random dream which I don't want to go into but suffice to say I tend to relate a lot to dreams so googled possible reasons. One defined it as a connection with breaking an old habit..? These signs matter to me. I know as you will say on here it's just a dream. But just because I snooze doesn't mean my brain and thought process snooze too..
Anyway a light day today.
Today i won't gamble..
I've got Chores to do.
Need Petrol.
Shop.
Think i'll have a catch up on a boxset day later to occupy the afternoon. Post 1pm chat.. Or a movie.. Would have gone cinema today but friend takes grand children dance lessons..
Read some diaries.. Lots going on. I wish people an easy day..
If anyone on a milestone today then well done.. Anyone joining 100 day club today hello..
Weather is mild and certainly nice enough to encourage me to get outside and enjoy do e fresh air..
So all for now...
Take care all..
Love boo ???
Aww my Tom tom sat navs you all are here
Thanks russ
Boo ?
Night.
Had a good day.. Resolved a few things.. Good in chat at one.. Churned over a few feelings..
Chat tonight was light but appropriate to needs.
So another gf day.
Got tomorrow sorted too.
Night n bless all.
Boo ???
Morning..
Well re jigged today.. Got circuit at 3.45.. So its cinema Friday or Saturday.. Its still pub later hopefully too.
Gives me time to shop. N clean first today.
Feeling OK. And will not gamble.
I think of the potential of what gambling can give. That is a decent cash win but I don't miss actually gambling.. So thats a positive.. Because so many people say fleetingly I wish I could win my living not have to earn it anymore..that doesn't mean to say they are gamblers
Windy n Blowy out but spring time approaching can be iffy..
Think it's brew time.....
Bye for now boo
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Night time..
Had a nice steady day..
Chat quietish still but each day brings a newcomer or a new question...
Another day gf.. Another day feeling better..all to say really
Night n bless boo ???
Hello My Lovely Boo,
I said I would pop onto your diary after work. I was hoping to hear all about how your day was but appreciate you might be tired. We can catch up tommoz.
Soz, that I haven't been so chatty today. I have brain fog. I'm sure it will relax in the next day or so.
Love from
Drama
xoxoxox
Hello my little gem,
Just thought I would pop in and say hi ?. I miss catching up with you and think of you often and still stalk your diary ?
All is well in the Murlo abode except I am about to head out to work at this unearthly hour. Can’t have everything though!
I hope you are sleeping well, a belated nite n bless ? x
Hi Boo
Just wanted to pop by and say a quick hello as I missed chat this evening but hopefully will catch you in there tomorrow.
Don't envy you having to go out at this hour to work, although I often wonder if I’d be better of working night shifts. I’m tired all day and then when it comes to bed time, I become wide awake and can’t get to sleep. I’m sure it would be very different if I actually did.
I hope the night goes quickly for you and is relatively calm.
Glad despite the thoughts, you stayed strong!
Lonely x
I don't care if you don't say owt on chat just hearing your name bing in is simply a tonic. Silence can be golden
I know about the brain fog.. So much going on I wonder how we cope some days
Thank you lovely drama x
Have an easy day
Boo
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Wednesday hello.
Cold but lovely outside. Scottie boo just having a good old bark at ginge the cat next door. ?unsure about 1pm chat today with agenda
Meeting girls for chat n coffee then have a 2.5 hour workshop to attend related to work. Always nice they put butties on. Free Tea n coffee. Well not free really as the payment comes out of my union money subscription which over the years mounts to a tidy sum. They have about 4 a year in this area.. But widespread over the country..
Thank you all who popped into my diary.. Murlo, drama, lonely.. And those who have read but not entered.
Well done any today's milestoners..
Today i will not gamble..
Everyone have an easy day.. And enjoy the simple pleasures
Best wishes all
Boo
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Got back from my workshop.. Always useful topics. Nice butties too.
So very pleased with myself today..
The above venue is located near to casino sites in our city. As I was leaving., not that I could have gambled, I thought fleetingly about the potential of winning but the actual act of gambling just did not appeal. ?
Did my little errands, came home and sat here waiting for my tea.. Eat eat eat today.
Looking forward to watching Dawn French little TV series 9pm.. Life is good
Boo ???
Night time..
Chat was quiet but productive. Cheltenham is throwing a few spanners in peoples works..
I'm ok.Bit tired.. Other than that done all I should have today..
Got a few things twirling in my head but nowt a bit of sleep won't put right..
Locked into plans and all day tomorrow so busy busy unless at 11th hour things alter ?
Anyway another day gf..
Let's all keep it that way
Sleep well all
Boo???
Hello Thursday.. Light outside.. Cold though.
Got enough on to occupy all day. Attend course at work then friends for some dinner. Need a quick nip into. Shop at some point.
One of my running friends is in low mood. The two of them were at outs last week but they did seem OK at weekend. The one in low mood I do have to work harder with her than she does me. I message everyday but her replies are short but at least she is communicating. Friendship will conquer.
As for me and gambling well no to that today. Hope all get through the urges too. Well done anyone hitting a milestone or day count or courageously entering a first chat session.
Hope to be in chat. Its what keeps me sane even though the bean bags are scattered and empty at the mo. ?. There have been several comings and goings lately and sudden no returnees but I hope they picked up enough to support recovery out there.
So best be off to start the day..
Bye for now
Boo ???
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