Done!!

Hi, I think this is where I stand up and say my name, and I am a gamleing addict.

I think it all started like most people I deposited 100 and won 200. The feeling and rush that I had earned a days wage in under 5 minutes felt amazin, a few hours later I list it all but at that point I thought it's only 200 it's fine accept the loss and move on.

The 100 deposits soon turned into 300, 400, 1000 deposits and the feelings when I won was best high knowing I had won all this money but in reality I was still down and that little voice inside said you can win it back!!

Soon it got to the point where I was 20k up and in 10min it was gone, the feeling I felt after this was something I had never felt before, I was not myself for weeks l, it was like I was in a comma state, I was there but I was not all there.

This week I have taken steps to stop this evil habit I have deleted all apps, internet links and got to the point as asking my bank to issue me new bank cards so I could not be tempted to make another deposit on them.

I suppose I can call myself a little luck and have only managed to rack up a little debt which can be cleared within the next year, but for me I knew there was a problem where I was borrowing money to feed this addiction, I am three days now no gambling and it is the toughest 3 days of my life as all I can think of is place another bet but everytime I feel the urge I put on some music and day No!!!

Just wanted to share my story and say it is tough but hang on it there, life is for living don't gamble it away