Thank you so much Scotty.
You have always been there helping me in recovery and I will forever be grateful for your support.
Several months into recovery now and feeling very confident so think the time has come for me to move on.
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Love and best wishes
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Thank you Bladesman.
Congratulations on your excellent progress in recovery and best wishes for the future.
StephenÂ
It will be nice  see you on peeraid chat  best wishes scotty thankyou ????
No I am leaving now Scotty.
Would appreciate your giving Peeraid Chatmod Steve a big thank you and wish him well for the future from me.
StephenÂ
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hi stephen,
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i hope u do return but if not i feel uve got the most from this site and we both know you wont go back to gambling.Â
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merry christmas mate all the best adam
Thank you Adam for being such a good example to me throughout 2020.
Wishing you every success as you continue on your gamble free adventure.
Respect from StephenÂ
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Thank you for posting friends.
I have withdrawn my resignation from Gamcare and look to the future with hope.
Stephen xÂ
Thank you Stace. Hope you are having a good day.
Sun is shining in Hull which is nice.
Hope Lou Lou is ok.
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Thank you for popping by Stace ???. I have just replied on you diary.
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Hello Diary.
Looking out from my twelfth floor window at the city of Hull and the beautiful River Humber.
Days like this make me very happy.
Soon be off for my stroll around the old dock and marina where I feed the ducks and a coot before walking to the pier and river.
When I first started feeding the ducks several weeks ago I was advised to continue it throughout the winter and that us what I promised I would do.
It gives me so much pleasure and one coot and two ducks in particular see me coming and paddle over to get their daily dose of oats which I throw on the water.
Funny to watch them eating (like mini vacuum cleaners) ???. They have to be quick though because the oats sink after a minute or two. I have been adding some dried mealworms but concerned that the mealworms are treated cruelly so have stopped buying them.
Funny enough I am benefitting greatly because some days I do not feel like going out but force myself to do so because I dont want the ducks and coot to be sad and after I feed them I seem to get a fresh burst of energy and stay out for a few more hours and enjoy a cup of coffee from a shop near the pier.
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Wishing everyone a good gamble-free day.
Stephen x x xÂ
Yesterday I purchased some confectionery to last me several days and have finished eating it all. The last 3 Yorkie Bars have just disappeared in the blink of an eye ???.
The only solution is not to buy it in the first place.
Stephen xÂ
Overcast raining and rather dull
Which makes a change for sunny old Hull
But off I go for a walk see the sights
And on the way home have a look at the lights
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Seven degrees and raining
Raining all day long
Not the weather for flip flops or a summer thong
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So I will don my waterproofsÂ
And set off with a smile
To feed my friends the ducks and talk to them a while
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In truth they are my counsellersÂ
Who listen to my woes
Paddling around with little legs
And teeny weeny toesÂ
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Wishing everyone a quacker of a Sunday.
Aum x x xÂ
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Boarded the gamble free train
Its engine started to roar
The driver blew his whistleÂ
And quickly closed the door
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The GamCare Special started to roll
And we all glanced around
GamCare friends on a mission
Not to fool around
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Some days if we were vulnerableÂ
Gamstop was our shining armourÂ
Along with blocks and exclusions
That made us feel much calmer
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But the truly magical ingredientÂ
So far as I can see
Is the wonderful GamCare friends
Who are making this journey with me
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And I would like to thank themÂ
From my beating heart and soul
For the times when I felt weary
And they held me so I would not fall
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I salute my gamcare brothers and sisters.
With respect.
From Aum x x x.
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Hello how are youLove the poem and sorry I missed peer chat today it was very wet here today dogs not happy but we did get out I hope you mange to go for a walk it seems strange not to get a message from one of our mutual friends I do hope they are okay take care chat soon Â
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