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Hey sha...sorry to hear your having such a rough time of it...
Did you not manage to get some blocks in place love...I'm not here to judge love and not do I want to but nothing will change untill you change something about this addiction...with all the right things in place to stop you getting on line to those dam slots you will get there love....so don't beat yourself up hun. ..change something and try again.....you know you will never win love....it will only get worse...take care xxx

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Ooh sha. ..I can't tell you anything you don't already know love...I thought you said you had given laptop to your daughter like I did...any way...that loan money has gone now so you can't do anything about that....maybe this last slip will 're enforce that as a compulsive gambler you can't hit those slots...not even one spin....not even £5...not nothing....you wont win love....you will loose more...and you will feel worse after....so what's the point....I'm not in anyway lecturing you sweetheart I'm just trying to tell you how it is.....I so want you to feel what I feel now...the releif...the pride..the normal feelings which addiction suffocated from me....and will keep suffocating you with my love untill you can say enough is enough.....I am going to change something and beat this vile addiction. ..please make that call to gamcare sha. ...it will be such a help...take care love...x

Hi Sha, how's it going? Hope you are well. Let us know how you are getting on xx

Hi ladies thank you so much for your support, I brought a new lap top as my daughter broke my old one and they need it for bug club for school its reading books online plus i pay some of my bills that way and shop online too.Hope your both doing well.

Day 6 Been very hard but determined to get to double numbers

Glad to hear your ok sha xx

Mornng Sha and thanks honey , all good here thank's , how about you ? hope your staying positive , I know youv'e had a few blips love but all yiou can do is keep trying darling and stay positive about what lies ahead .

Take care and keep posting honey as you go a bit quiet sometimes and get everyone worried !

Talk to you soon ...............Alan x

Hey sha....hope all's going ok for you love...keep in touch x

Hey sha...missing you on here...hope your ok sweetheart...stay strong love x

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Sha well done on 2 weeks gf hun thats amazing keep stong hun xxx im 8 weeks but i still get urges but just come on here and read how i felt right at the start and it reminds me that i dont ever want to feel like that again xxx

Well done sha. ..your doing great...the urges will lesson my love....like merc said...come here and read....it's a reminder of those very dark days and for me makes me more determine to stay away from those vile slots...I know what you mean about the adverts....in my early days they would make me want to play....in the last few weeks they don't bother me one bit...I can laugh at them and think...'jog on you lot...no more money..time..heartache will you have from me ..take care love...stay strong. ...it will get better xx

Hi sha, lovely to see you posting again. Keep up the good work - it can be a huge struggle at time but the effort will be worth it xx

Hi sha, lovely to see you posting again. Keep up the good work - it can be a huge struggle at time but the effort will be worth it xx