Have to start afresh for my son max bear diary.

Day 89 coping with life stresses and pains not easy for a recovering gambler I've learnt last week that we can't bottle up any stresses or worrys we have as anxiety starts to fill your head in the past gambling was our medicine or maybe replacing it with another addiction either drink drugs or whatever addiction you can use but life is hard for us because its all new I'm hoping the stresses and strains and anxiety get easier and as I get more use to them I'm sure they will but it is tough keep battling no gambling today x

the bear x

Well done Bear on 89 days and be proud because they are not all easy.

Suzanne xx

Thanks Suzanne yep a lot of those not easy 🙁 day 90 keep fighting those demons keep working through, have a good day everyone x

the bear x

Day 91 over 3 months gamble free nope not easy sstill fighting demons in my head but won't give up no one said life was easy and its not.

have good day all x

the bear x

Day 92 hope everyone is strong and fighting the devil no room for it no more I will keep making right choice winning every day x

the bear x

Hi the bear,

Thanks for posting on my diary. Great to read how well you are doing. Almost 100 days is fantastic. 🙂

Best wishes

Dave

Hi Bear,

92 days 8 of that big milestone of 100,brilliant stamina

Keep making that right choice.

Suzanne x

Hey bear,

Echoing Suzanne here, you are doing it man!!..really great to see you marching on and gifting yourself and and your loved ones peaceful life. You are worth it.

day at a time
keep it up

S x

Thank you ladies for your continued support much appreciated day 93 couple of really positive days I'm hoping it continues no thoughts of gambling just work and family, still mountain of debt but mountains can be climbed, have good day everyone x

the bear x

Day 94 working all weekend sadly but owe my family for the debt I've caused but feeling quite happy come a long way in 3 months have nice weekend everyone x

the bear x

Day 95 come on the bear 5 till the 100 I know I'm so much stronger this time had enough slips but my little boy is not having loser of a dad no way !!! Have good day everyone x

the bear x

Hey bear 95 days is awesome me going, only 5 more to that big milestone,.

Keep going

Suzanne xx

Thank you Suzanne 🙂 day 96 couple of days off now after manic week but no gambling on horizon just life and learning all the time have a great day all x

the bear x

Day 97 feeling bad on pay days so much to pay out with credit cards etc its one dark side that gambling still invades my life it's the aftermath of craziness so silly 🙁 have a great day all x

the bear x

Hi bear,

Another payday - another step closer to clear those debts. Patience and you will see yourself free from them chains which still holds you down some days.
Very well done on your continued journey, triple figures are well insight. ..and so on and on..no looking back my friend, look into this beautiful baby's eyes instead.

Have a good and safe day

S x