Day 138 everything good got past latest urge feeling better again hope everyone is doing well 🙂 x
The bear x
Cheers for the post bear. Your'e doing brilliant. Keep up the good work. We will always get urges but it is having the support of other people like us which will get us through. Every day is a school day and we will learn new ways of dealing with this beast.
Day 139 back at gym yesterday back still not right but guess these things take a while have to keep my mind healthy so gym is important hope everyone has good day x
the bear x
Day 140 alls good little wobble out the way although makes me stronger to know I got through it hope everyone well have great day all x
The bear x
Day 141 no fireworks just normal day 🙂 x
the bear x
Hi bear,
141 days, doesn't have to be fireworks, saving your hard earned and knowing you are not wasting any more is more than enough.
Well done
Suzanne xx
Hey bear,
Great to see you marching on and keeping winning this fight against evil. You are definitely getting there, be proud of yourself and never stop believing!
Sandra x
Hi bear cheers for your post,hope things are good at your end 😉 roll on mon a day at a time for half a year aff it 🙂
Yep all good thank you Scott and thank you Sandra and suzanne for your continued support it really helps, day 142 all good out for drink with girlfriend tonight I purchased her some boots on Monday she told me off because they cost 100 pounds I'm now realising what money means and how silly I was I've also realised I can buy my girlfriend a present in the first week of January unheard of in my life till now 🙂 have good day all x
the bear x
Day 143 new carseat for max my boys getting bigger hes off to Slovakia Monday with his mum for 10 days going to miss them like crazy but her family live there so have to deal with it hope everyone is having nice weekend x
the bear x
Day 144 honestly say that don't feel like betting yeah I think about it now and then but could undo all the hard work would destroy me can't go back to being a loser and max having loser as a dad no way x
the bear x
Day 145 just dropped my girl and son at airport heartbreaking for me very emotional nowadays don't know why ? Never use to be that way more like a waking zombie with no emotion trying to find a winner emotion is scary though and struggle with it a little shows I need to get use to it lived in a sealed box before with gambling my only friend real life takes some getting use to, have good day all x
the bear x
The bear
Fella great to see you are still adding those gamble free days,even better to see those gamble free days each and every one of them has meaning to them.
Sometimes I feel that folk are counting up to the next bet rather than the time to celebrate since the last bet.
comes down to for me the need to have a punt is outweighed by the desire to countinue abstinence.
Keep bringing out the true Bear.
Miss your missus and little one,ten days is hard,but they can come back to a stronger partner,Dad.
Fella you are doing something truly amazing,
Abstain and maintain
Duncs stepping forward never back
Hi bear, thanks for your supportive words yesterday.
145 days is an amazing achievement, you have come so far now on your journey, having real emotional feelings back, is such a gift to receive through abstaining, it's shows we are alive and living in the real world again, 10 days will soon go by, and your loved ones will come home to a much stronger person, because you will have another 10 days under your belt.
Stay strong and take care,
Suzanne xx
Day 146 terrible night last night no sleep head all over the place my own company not always best place to be missing my girl and my son but have to toughen up 🙂 x
The bear x
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