Here's a new diary
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Take three a new diary for a new fresh start. I'm realising that changing my gambling habbits is going to mean changing my whole life.
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day one today and no gambling. Ive spent the day relaxing woke up at one and going to bed at ten. I'm very relaxed and well rested. Đ²Đ‚â€¹
Ive left my old diaries behind and made positive steps towards a gambling free life. No more poker I might change my username.
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Đ²Đ‚â€¹a big thank you to all the people on here who stand by me on my ups and downs it really helps to have a place like this where we can come and share our experiences
my aims for march 2016 are to be gamble free and to go to the gym seven times.Đ²Đ‚â€¹
Let's hope this is the diary that gets you winning for the right reasons Adam. Otherwise you'll have more diaries than Adrian Mole.
KTF
So here's day two, on the way to work, feeling relaxed and refreshed.
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Good on ya Adam keep it up mate
Very positive day at work, worked really hard and on my way back home now, will be on chat at 8
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Day three on the way to work, couldn't get to sleep last night, strange.
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Day 5 today and I can feel the withdraw from not playing poker, really want to go to my weekly games on Monday and Tuesday especially as their on my days off and their my social activity, will I be strong and not go ?
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Well I gave in and played in my weekly games, back to day one today not playing next week. On a plus note ive gambled less money over last two months about a hundred
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Hi Adam the plus note you mentioned is still a positive step in the right direction. Oh and welcome to the madness of CGU. - wcid
Đ²Đ‚â€¹happy Saturday people, ive been reading some other diaries and I'm pleased that I haven't got any grief on my diary, people just encourage and advise some people get into arguments that are not needed and don't help tand make people feel worse, anyways gace a great weekend I'm at work but happy enough
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