Hope u were as determined to beat that other paintball team as u are on here! Have a good day to finish off your weekend! Remember no bet today makes a better tomorrow. đŸ˜‰
Stay strong bud
Scottyboy
day 130
if im totally honest at points this week i didnt think i was gonna make it to the end of the week but i have im glad to say and back fighting strong again, i know its about complacency and these attacks can strike at anytime but i was going so well that was the shock part.
saying that i know totally know what and how i can beat these urges so i feel like another hurdle has crossed,
my next hurdle is 150 days which is in 20 days and then xmas will be upon us so all is good again
thanks for the encouragement and keep doing what your doing guys
you cant change the past but you can dictate the future
carl
Hey Mate,
Cheers for the post as ever. Well done on getting through this week. I think having a tough day or tough few days can actually strengthen our resolve. You are probably already looking back at this week with a real sense of pride and using it as a springboard toward that 150 days.
With you every step of the way buddy!
Flagg
Hey lovely George x
I haven't been around this week much as I have been away for the weekend and hols next week so I won't be logging in after tomorrow for about 3 weeks...but I'll be thinking of you and spurring you on. You are doing so very well Carl and without you on this journey, I wouldn't be where I am now. I especailly wouldn't be able to go on holiday due to giving my hard earned money to the gambling demons!
I notice you had urges but you fought them Carl...be proud of yourself, proud that you fought them and proud you have come this far. You are doing so well and I just know that you will continue to keep fighting because you've proved that life has so much more to offer than that lonely desperate world of gambling.
Thank you once again Carl...and i'll be waiting on that winning line when you finish your marathon with a tray of cream cakes for you!
Take care lovely
Forwards not back
Jewels x
Hi Carl,
Just popping in2 say thank u 4 ur post on my diary. It cheered me up and made me smile đŸ™‚
Have a gr8 nite xx
day 131
I rewarded myself with week off last week from running as I was under the weather,now back to full fitness and running begins again once more tomorrow had day off today and again 2moro so nice and refreshed.
Regards the gambling I haven't and I won't cos I know what I turn in to
You can't change the past but you can dictate the future
Carl
Thanks for posting on my diary Dr Carl. The past 3 weeks have been a bit of a rollercoaster but I'm trying to hold on tight.
Well done on your progress- I've not had a chance to read your diary properly (but I will!)
Irene
x
day 132
am off to visit some relatives this new year, got whole big crowd of family attending so today i am making some homemade flavoured vodka on my day off. on the menu we have orange and vanilla vodka,raspberry vodka and cherry brandy.
on the gambling im back on top form no urges, no gambling, just the way i like it.
carl
Hi Carl,
Homemade flavour vodka, sounds gr8 đŸ™‚
I wanted some just reading ur post lol!
I actually wanted 2 say a special thank u 2 u.... I don't think u realise how many ppl u help and support here unconditionally.. u do a gr8 job at helping others and I know it means a lot 2 us all đŸ™‚
U should be proud of urself, u r a gr8 guy!
Have a gr8 day đŸ™‚
Hi carl hope the homemade vodka is going well đŸ˜‰ making me fancy a few jst reading bout them lol thanks again for post on my page u always keep the spirit up with everyone. U do a cracking job of helping everyone on here. Cheers again đŸ˜‰
Scottyboy
Wow homemade vodka - I'll take one of each cheers mate. Sounds like the New Years gonna start with a bang. Be great to have a family get together. Nice one. Your doing great on all fronts and its time to enjoy the rewards of doing what your doing.
day 133
Back to work today and busy so no chance and no thoughts of gambling. It is bloody freezing outside so I'm reading some diaries until I can get motivated to get back outside for my running training.
Carl
HI Carl,
How cold is it im sure you will need all the motivation it takes to get back out there in this., but im sure you will do it.
Look what you have acheived on the no gambling front 133 days. one word. Wow !
Well done mate keep going.
blondie
day 134
again its freezing outside but keep pushing myself to get out there and run, marathon wont get done with out training, tomorrow night is my works xmas due and my training day off so get this one out the way and can relax tomorrow and prob wake up saturday with a thick head lol.
no gambling issues for me at the moment still just ticking away one day at a time
carl
How cold is it......don't be a woos!!!!!!!!! (can't even spell it......lol)
Seriously though.....u going great guns, think I could def shoot a few voddies wit ya!
Sue....Karate Queen! x
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