Day 4 AM / 72 days
Slowly things are getting better. Managing to sleep better at night. However, when my mind drifts I still go off into a period of self loathing.
I'm done with gambling. Had no thoughts or urges. Haven't read any sports articles, not watched any sports on TV and not been listening to the radio.
Managed to do some jobs around the house last night but time still drags so badly. I got my wife to draw up a list of things she wants me to do round the house... hopefully that will keep me busy for a while.
Fingers crossed to my mood getting better still.
Day 5 / 71 days
Done fine today. Going GA meeting for first time in a while tonight. Won't be particularly nice to sit there and tell everyone how I messed up but when I come out the other side I'll probably feel better. End of the day everyone there is in the same boat. Wife having a go at me for going as she just doesn't understand the addiction at all.
Day 5 / 71 days
Just got back from GA meeting. Always really helpful. Feel good again.
Day 6 / 70 days
Push on through this another day down...
Hi change,
Another day in winners land, very well done and keep making the right choice. It will get better, stick to your dreams and future plans, they will come reality no doubt about that.
Keep up the good work and stay safe
Day at a time
Sandra x
Thanks Sandra
Day 9 / 67 days
Going ok but still tough work. Looking forward to GA meeting on Friday.
Day 14 / 62 days
hope everyone doing well. just plodding through the days.
Day 19 / 57
still going strong
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