My Diary - Day by Day

Well done on coming through last night

Suzanne xxx

Hello wants2stop

what a truly inspirational thread. You're a remarkable woman and mother!

my daughter is 5 weeks old today, and my fiancГ© told me this time last week that he is a CG.

Just seeing your progress is so reassuring that he can turn things around.

Keep getting those rewards, raising the bar on those savings and kicking that debt (and those urges) in the backside!

You're doing brilliantly!

Thanks guys - good luck with the OH - its not easy to stop and i dont think of myself as a really bad gambler (especially compared to my OH) and i have found it hard - but yes there is hope. Congrats on your daughter too xxx (Savour your time as it goes so quick)

Day 234 - 25/9/15

Payday and reward time! Pay only dropped £30 think it drops £500 next month 🙁 Stressed

Day 235 - 26/9/15

Ordered a floor seat for Paige yesterday (£40) would not have been able to do that if i was still gambling. The little things xxx

Yes but it's the little things now that make us value and respect money again,

Well done on 235 days you are stronger than you think you are.

Suzanne xxx

Oops missed Day 236 - busy Sunday!

Day 237 - 28/9/15

Bit worried as OH on nights again so will be home alone and have been paid - still getting urges lately 🙁 Will probably get myself a plan of action to deal if the urges arise (keep busy doing x y and z)

Little urge

Day 238 - 29/9/15

Little urges can't beat you! Woohoo 🙂 stay strong and happy xx

wants2stop wrote:

Day 238 - 29/9/15

{Pat on the back}

triangle wrote:

[quote=wants2stop]

Day 238 - 29/9/15

{Pat on the back}

thank you 🙂

Beautiful!☺

Pat on the back from me too !

S x

Day 239 - 30/9/15

Changed my rewards a bit - bought a bra (got fitted - wearing completely wrong size) - cost £32! Cant believe i spent that much but wouldnt have been able to before - thats a mere 10 min gambling although my head still cant get around spending money like this - i am getting better - to believe before i wouldnt worry about wasting that gambling (except afterwards)