My Farewell Diary

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Crack

I have no idea what word that is that has been censored haha.

Thanks yes i do have whatsapp and will get skype so will be in communication that way.

Mba

Thanks for the reminder that this is your final diary Mba. I look forward to your shares in 1, 2 5, 10 years time on this farewell diary. thanks for the on going support. Makes a difference. tri

Thanks tri,

And yes i look forward to these milestones too.

Mba

Off to my 4th session and i have to give the news im off to saudi arabia so I won't be able to finish my 12 sessions

Mba

83 days wow the days are well totting up now.

Currently on Holiday at Butlins and looking forward to some quality family time before saudi on the 8th January

88 days gamble free....
2 days till Christmas
16 days till i leave for Saudi Arabia

Finally found my trigger after reading emilys post.

My trigger is like hers and its my debt. When i used to think about my debt it would make me want to gamble to try and win some back.

Obviously now i have a lot of debt with family and i have promised i wont gamble again plus im off to saudi to earn more money.

I will certainly not gamble now especially with what I am goin to put my wife and girls through with me working away for 2 months. Imagine if i gambled that money. ..ooh big NO!!

Im doin well I will admit that however i dont know if its the position im in with the family or me or both which is ensuring i dont gamble but anyhow im not and that's the main thing.

Mba

97 days today.
Happy new year to me and 2017 will be a no gambling year starting with a 2 month spell working in saudi Arabia

Mba

Hi mba wow off to saudi Arabia what an amazing opportunity and experience wish you all the best with both your journeys

Thanks markie,

100 days today.

Slightly proud but i knew id get here as i know this time i wont be going back to it.

Long may this continue...

Mba

119 days....onwards and upwards.

Still working in saudi and its goin well. Earning extra money to help reduce my debt.

Occasionally think it would be nice to have a bet but i know i wont. It's not worth it.

Next milestone is 148 days as my best ever is 147 days.

Mba

120 days.

Even being asked advice on how to quit.

Hope he takes my advice.

Mba

Hi Emily,

That means so much to me reading that you thought of me when you came back on here...

I remember when i used to look for the same person who was beating it and being in that position to someone is an inspiration in itself.

I am still gamble free. I haven't really gone on here as much as i dont feel i need to and don't get many comments on my diary but as always its nice to see you are back.

Its been a couple of weeks since i been here so i will look at your diary and hope you're still going strong.

Mba x