Hi MBA,
How are you???
Hope you are ok.
Suzanne xxx
Nah, been gambling for a couple of weeks....won some and lost most today, so today my accounts are self excluded again. my wife started a new job today. will not lose her money............here we go again.
And today i start again......swear on my kids life. ..will that make the difference. I know its only words but if i swore on there lives and broke it i would be the biggest loser ever....
871 days so far according to the 2016 challenge, but i try not to get complacent. Progress over perfection.
I've sworn on many of my families lives but so far they've not kicked the bucket. Wish this addiction was as easy as a choice.
Fair play tri thats so good.
Im just gonna kick it end of!!
Mba
How Mark? What are you going to differently this time? You've been here before, all the swearing & promising is just words, you must make physical changes to learn how to live without this destroying everything you love! You can do it, we all can but you have to fight for it - ODAAT
I failed again.
these are words but it starts off easy then it gets harder as the days tick off.
This time i will do it.
ive let my whole family down and its time to sort myself out!
I have a new diary called my farewell diary.
Im in a very positive place now thanks to all the support from my family.
Mba
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