Start again ;(

Great stuff Steve, you deserve that.

Xxx

Day 315.
Had a few urges last night. The casino was calling. Though that i could have a little go for an hour.
I thought better and didn't.
These urges can grab you and just for a minute i was rolling back 10 months.
Anyway they have been and gone. I opted for a glass of wine instead.
Have a great day.
Steve

Morning Steve,

That casino may have been calling,but you chose to say no and I hope you toasted yourself with that glass of wine, because you won again yesterday, against those ridiculous urges.

315 days is too much to give up to some self destructing urge.

Well done on making that right choice, I know Wednesday evenings can be vulnerable for you, but you came through with flying colours.

Have a great day

luv Suzanne xxxx

Day 316.
Down with my kids early at 6am this morning as its my daughters 14th birthday.
No gambling thoughts today.
Steve

Morning Steve,

Many happy returns to your daughter for her 14th birthday, she will be growing up quickly now lol.

Very inspiring to see 316 days on your post, recovery is hard at times, but you are gliding through and that one year of being gamble free is getting closer and closer.

Well done my friend,

Have a lovely day whether you are with birthday girl, or at work.

luv Suzanne xxx

PS lovely pic x

Day 317.
Had a lovely evening with the mrs last night. Feel a bit rough this morning though lol.
Woke up thinking i went to the casino last night and lost. I felt terrible for a minute but realised i didn't.
As long as it stays a dream (or a nightmare ) that's okay.
Have a great weekend.
Steve

Morning Steve,

317 days of winning by staying strong and making the right choice, Fantastic going.

Have a lovely Saturday,

luv Suzanne xxx

Thanks both.

Happy Sunday morning Steve,

Congratulations on 318 days, you are doing fantastic,

Have a lovely Sunday, (watching Murrey at the mo) love my tennis lol)

luv Suzanne xxx

Day 318.
C'mon Murray lol.
Certainly won't be gambling today.
Steve

Lol Steve, come on Murray, one set down at mo, but there are 5 and as you know I am an optimistic person lol great tennis to watch,

xxxx

Thanks NT. Yes no bad casino dreams last night.
Day 319.
Back on the bike this morning after a weekend with the kids and the turbo trainer.
Still very sore from my fall over a week ago. My arm is still badly bruised and very weak.
No gambling thoughts at all today.
In fact i couldn't think of anything worse that i would want to do.
Have a great day.
Steve

Morning Steve,

Sorry to read you are still feeling sore and bruised must have been a nasty fall.

And I totally agree I could think of nothing worse either that I would want to do lol.

319 days under your belt why on earth would you.want to.

Fantastic going, marching forward to that one year, that will be here very soon.

Take care and stay safe my friend,

luv Suzanne xxx

Morning Steve,

320 days today of winning in every way.

The big picture is sure looking rosy as long as we keep abstaining and maintaining.and you are doing just that my friend,

Well done Steve, just off to see big picture at job centre and running late, but am I stressed hell no not today lol, another gift from being in recovery,

Have a good day,

luv Suzanne xxx

Thanks Suzanne.
Day 320.
Lovely 10 mile ride into work this morning that blew the cobwebs off.
Been busy this morning in work.
Haven't managed to get out on my new bike yet, may wait till the spring lol.
Can't wait until the summer when i can just go off after work for a couple of hours on the bike.
Dropped 2 stone since i started cycling and i feel great both mentally and physically.
**** you gambling what a waste of life.
Have a great day.
Steve