Hey everyone, my name is Samu and I am introducing myself on a forum for a first time and wanted to share a bit of my story
It all started with a small loan to play the part on a work trip in 2023. In the past I've been dipping my toes in online slots for a very long time, but it never was more than a few tens of euros per deposit, so it was quite ok and fun with friends.
In 2024, the deposits kept getting bigger, and I started playing on my own for whatever reason, boredom, dopamine, etc... and after I saw how easy it is to get loans, it started to spiral. Now im sitting on 14k loans + student loan, and haven't really told anyone.
Today was another big loss day for me, so I decided this is it. This is the day.
Nice to meet everyone,
Samu
I think the first thing you have to do, is confide in someone close to you and accept your losses, you will not get that money back so please please don't try. If you are serious about stopping, this is it you can never go back. This site is great for support but you need support at home too, admitting what you have done to someone you love is the hardest part but the earlier you do the better your life will be in future.
It is a terrible addiction and it sounds as though it does have you in its ***, only you can do this. Good luck
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